the lowest of low feelings

Depression is anger without enthusiasm.
I got SO FUCKING PISSED when the only girl I have ever loved moved to Philly. I can't even begin to describe. I've loved some other women before, but after time I was like fuck them they can burn in hell little C***S. Nights I would lay in bed trying to sleep and would give up and walk to her house, even though nobody lived there. Night after night I would get to pissed off to sleep, everytime I get sad I get mad, and when I get mad I get a huge adrenaline rush and have to break shit and yell and fucking tear shit up.

I hate my ex so fucking bad(not the girl above). But I would feel bad for yelling at her, but honestly, she sniffs glue, she never takes showers, she came out of her moms vagina backwards and looks fucking retarded, and everyone thinks she's the biggest individual and has the best ideas when she is the dumbest conformist I have ever met. *Stab a hoe*
Just a note, heartbreaks are indeed life threatening and should be illegal.

i was right, it turned out bad. and the worst part is, i was at this bar last night, and this girl who was pretty darn cute was checking me out something fierce, but i really didnt care because i was so wrapped up in the ohio state fan chick ......stupid girls. sometimes i hate them.