How has Marijuana Changed You

It allows me to not be so irritable. Even after I'm not baked anymore, I'm very calm, and happy. Before I started smoking, I had a very short fuse. Now I'm more tolerable of everything, and I just like to flow with the world around me. Also, I have insomnia. It helps me get to sleep within minutes of lying down. Best sleep aid I've ever had, hands down. Prescription drugs left me tired and down the next day. Not Mary Jane ;). Unfortunately I haven't been able to get any for about 2 1/2 weeks now! I'm very bored. L8r. Take a hit for me, all.

well actually, it did fuck with my head a little. Mostly because i found out I'm a one hit wonder the hard way, and spent like 6 highs completely fucked up to the point of insanity. I noticed that smoking makes me more observant, which made me realize my weird rituals which ultimately has led me to schedule an appointment to be checked for OCD. I kind of feel like pot has brought it more to my attention, which might have been a bad thing. I had been in a great mood for the past 6 months, then i started smoking more and more, and then all of a sudden i have had this realization, and i feel I'm slipping more and more into depression as the days pass. I see things as black and white, and so events such as getting upset and breaking down in front of my family on my 18th birthday yesterday has occurred. Now i have to deal with all the "are you ok" every 5 fucking minutes, its driving me crazy.

I don't know were this is going to lead me. I took all last week off and didn't smoke, it just seemed to give me more anxiety than usual, maybe because i actually noticed it, and realized what was going on. I will continue to smoke, because it does liberate me free from all the negative vibes flowing through my environment.

Was weed a bad decision for me? I can't be sure, i guess time will tell.

it really helped me get out of deppresion when no anti-depesant worked and only made it worse. It truley got me to enjoy life more. Then when i started growing i just loved and loved it so very much. It has truly given me a passion but its still ileagal. it also helps me with school and some bad back pain i have somehow developed.

It hasnt really.. its just somethin fun to do.. i would say it made me more laid back but iv always been laid back tho

It's helped me beat my bust-a-nut record at 23 seconds.. jk

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Originally Posted by orange floyd

ive let go. it helps me live a (for the most part) stress-free life, im more creative, understanding, tolerant, open-minded, relaxed. i can chill out and not get worried about things that arent a big deal, i can see past the little shit. its brought me away from organized religion bullshit and towards what i feel are more meaningful and interesting spiritual paths (maybe psychedelics had more of an effect on that one). it definately had a positive impact on my life

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I couldn't have said it any better, besides the psychedelics part which I haven't done yet.

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Originally Posted by mafyew

Was weed a bad decision for me? I can't be sure, i guess time will tell.

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Who knows, when I was 18 I hadn't even had a job yet and I thought I was gonna be a bum or something, now I'm 21 and drive a $50k car, life is a journey. :stoned:

It hasnt really changed me .. only money hungry now.

saved me from my many years of being an alcoholic. Has also really helped with my anger problem i USE to have.

It turned me into a lazy piece of shit. And it has lowered my lung capacity, but it certainly has given me some unforgettable times.

I know alot of people who have turned to other drugs because of cannibas, but that shit dont work with me and most other people i know so i continue to smoke =)

Made me chill out a little bit more. It has also been a nice way to drain off my extra cash.

It just makes me happy :rastasmoke: :rastasmoke: :) :rastasmoke: :rastasmoke: