People Watching me When Stoned

for me its wen im at school high ... which is basically everyday ... whenever i come back from my lunch period and i walk through the overly crowded halls stoned as shit i feel like everyone is looking at me it bugs me out ... i hate it when ppl i know look at me and grin and sometimes some people go hmm something smells good i hate it coz i think if i walk by an aid or someshit they will kno ...


i also hate when i am babysitting stoned (i know its not the best idea but i baby sit these two kids one is 18 months and the other is and they are asleep the whole time im there) but anyways... i always think that the parents have cameras in the house or like they are outside watching me through the windows and shit

there was actually this one house whos kids i used to watch and im actually pretty sure they had camera because one time i was really bored so i went into there room and into there bathroom and went through there med cabintets and i didnt even touch anything and the next time i went there they asked me not to go into there bedroom i didnt like that at all ever since then im bugged out to go there

haha several times i've searched my closet and shit for cameras when im baked hahahhahaha

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Originally Posted by DarkHorse014

haha several times i've searched my closet and shit for cameras when im baked hahahhahaha

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haha yeah all you guys are feeling almsot the same exact thing as me its funny sometimes i even like try to make them feel bad for putting up cameras in the house, im like "if you guys have video cameras up thats a total violation of my privacy, im so dissapointed in you". Like i say that out loud, its hilarious cause every time im like thinking ot myself "theres not any godamn cameras" but i can never shake the feeling.

my first time was in the woods and we could see a parkinglot so I kept seeing red cars thinking it was my mom. The my dealer came by and he has the same car as my mom so I was scared, forgot about the car he had.

once i thought the shower (while i was taking one) was the radio picking up on my mom's phone conversation to my dad and i thought they were having a fight and each of them thought that the other one said it was okay for me to smoke weed in the house and then my mom said the neighbors called and they could smell it for miles, so i spent all night bugging out spraying axe, air freshener, burning incense, and leaving my windows open. this was in the middle of winter too. my room was cold as balls.

Wow you people get paranoid so bad its like its not even worth smoking weed.

At most I just think I hear knocks but then i got totally used to that after telling apart noise happening in my apartment and noise happening below, through walls, and above caused by neighbors. Hmm, my biggest fear is my parents coming back during or after a smoking session (especially during) because they one time caught me while I was smoking a joint out on the porch so thats a tough fear to get over. I hate thinking they will come back early from vacation. They never do that but you cant always be sure. Gotta play it safe ya know.

I am always paranoid. I always feel like that. Welcome to my world, just not as extreme.

It's not worth the stress to be that high-strung.
Who cares in the end?

Just clench your teeth during the hardest parts, but never forget that that moment is just one of millions in your life, all of which you get over and evolve and create relationships with.

Hate and anger is just baggage.

They are watching you even when you are not stoned.

haha yeah this kinda happens to me. like when im downtown walking around stoned or at the mall i feel like people are staring at me when i walk by and stuff =P. i think it's just me.