Ah, realistic people:thumbsup:Quote:
I'm not that complex. Analytical, romantic, a little low self esteem and a lot of hope.
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Ah, realistic people:thumbsup:Quote:
I'm not that complex. Analytical, romantic, a little low self esteem and a lot of hope.
Can't tell if you're being sarcastic...?Quote:
Originally Posted by Skrappie
im the same exact way. ppl think they know me, but they dont truly know what goes on inside my head. there is only one person who knows everything about me.Quote:
Originally Posted by TallulahGreen
i have a tendency to be "outspoken" in the real world (?), so i don't really think anyone would be too surprised to see what i write in here. most of them already know i can't be trusted around the overly impressionable or farm animals.
Let's see...
I am generally high as fuck when I browse these lovely boards. Let's say 90% of the time I'm on here, I'm very high. So that's my usual state of mind on here.
Now, I'm not always high when I hang out with my friends, but with the stoners among them, 90% of the time we're either smoking, preparing to smoke, picking up smoke, or we are too high to move. Those who don't smoke still see me high about half the time we're hanging out or talking on the phone.
The point is
that
I had a great point to make.
I come to find you cant judge a person by a interent forum. They're all diferent in person.
Depends on the people but I am how I am here. Except YOU don't "know" me! :) I think I tend to hold back on expressing my thoughts when I'm posting on a message board. It's tough because people online can misinterpret things (understandably)...so I'm more careful online.
Ah, I'm feeling the same way. Seems like no one ever gets me for some reason because maybe I'm a natural loner at heart. I, too, only have a few people I can trust and be comfortable around. Theres two of me, the real me and the fake me that I use alot more. Would people know its me? Probably not. I don't think anyone knows whats going on in my head either. No one takes the time to anymore.Quote:
Originally Posted by TallulahGreen
too many people know mee i got to hide out :stoned:
I understand that completly. People know the public me but thats because they never really cared to want to know the real me. I keep alot of things unsaid in my life and I get on the internet and vent about it on here or when I chat online. There is no use for me to say things to people when they piss me off or are doing something I find annoying or just wrong, because Im like invisible or something. At family gathers Ill be talking to someone and then al of a sudden people are talking over me and interupting me so I just give up.Quote:
Originally Posted by crudemood
Alot of people who "know" me would say that Im the funny one who makes people laugh and that Im so nice and caring blah blah blah. I use my humor to hide everything else that is going to shit in my life. Ill be telling someone about something that is bothering me and they never hear a word of it, they usually interupt me with some stupid thing like OMG guess what happened to me today. I want to say who gives a fuck I thought we were talking about something Im haveing a problem with. But I dont I polietly let them finish and listen to them. By the time there done talking they want to get off the phone or they have to leave.
I would say the only person who knows the real me is my husband. He is the only one who actually listens to me and sees all the bullshit I put up with. He actually cares about me and my feelings, not what he can gain from me. Im the family doormat and thats because I allow it. For some reason I let them run over me. Maybe its because I hate drama, or the fact that I hate hurting people feelings. Im just too nice I guess.