I am having all those problems right now. I constantly feel like there is no point to life and that i should end it now. the only thing holding me back is hurting my family and slowly that is starting to matter less. My parents are having me see a psychiatrist but the first appointment was going to be today and the fuckhead called in sick. When i smoke though, i feel alot better. i dont wanna die when i smoke and I'm not as "numb" as when im sober. i know smoking can have problems later on so i have a vaporizer. did you do nething that helped? actions, other thoughts, etc. If i keep myself busy like online forums and video games i dont think about it. Once i have a few minutes of time though.... I have been at the "hurting" stage since Jr. high (Im 17 now).Quote:
Originally Posted by demonangel2_uk
ALSO, if you guys could post prescription drugs that helped depression and ones that didnt/made it worse. I dont want to have to try one of the many meds and start having even more thoughts of suicide or nething like that.