Originally Posted by horror business
My goal in life, everyday, is to try to get really high, to the point where it's uncomfortable, and causes paranoia and/or anxiety, like it used to back in the day, because I wasn't used to so strong of a high. I want the most potent form of THC in me, for my goal for life, you know? I mean, sure I have other goals. I mean, I'm writing a book right now, and I'm also an extremely talented musician, so I have things going for me you know, getting high, is just like drinking water for me.
I just want to take it too far. I'm sure, if I quit smoking for like... 10 days, and then smoked, I'd get pretty blazed, but the longest I've ever been without getting high (since I started) has been 8 days, and it was hell. I drank myself to sleep everynight, because of the terrible restless leg syndrome and insomnia, abruptly quitting smoking caused. You know?