Salvia 20x very interesting first time

It's weired, I did salvia in a very small dose with mild effects 3 times, then got up my nerve and had a somewhat higher dose. I viewed reality as if I could percieve new consciousnesses throughout the very fabric of reality, I was so gratefull to have that experience, yet now 2 months (or so) later I still haven't done it again and have no desire to. I hear that from other people to, that it was an amazing and rewarding experience yet they don't want to do it again...