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I aggree. You said yourself Orangeman you were smoking almost everday, well, go back to how you were smoking, like maybe once a week, and see how things go...
Try not to smoke in that place... And when smoking always relax.
Just make sure you enjoy life, it goes by damn quick just as Breukelen advocaat said.
You have your whole life to use it, so dont go over-board now... Just chill :)
Orangeman I felt the same way back when i was 15 - 17 yrs old.
Im 18 and only smoking once a week, every friday or saturday.
I would get all jumpy and nervous and always wanted to be doing something, rather than relaxing. Really fucked up. i get that way some times, but i say to myself "things will happen no matter what." so you can really control it.
i dont know if that helps.
Are u filipino by any chance?
I like that. It's even more insightful than you may think :)Quote:
Originally Posted by Doctor mj
Orangeman what's the place like man? What kind of environment
No, look at my avatar dont I look black to you? Lol, also click my profile thing I have a funny picture on there I was high and my parents were at home so I had to throw on some glasses xD. And for the environment it's just a regular house but I thought I was gonna lose it all here, die just because I wanted to get high thats all. And yeah usually when I start to freak (rare to happen now) I just tell my self I cant control whats gonna happen if it's already happening so I just deal with it but I dont have panic attacks, I cant recall the last time I actually had one but I'm just always nervous about this place because of what happened.Quote:
Originally Posted by Doctor mj
I couldn't find the story in your history (I didn't go all the way through or anything), what's it called? I'm guessing it's your own house and you almost/did get caught? If so that's happened to me before, but I still feel confident about smoking in my room under safe circumstances.
But yeah I imagine I would get nervous (for example) in the place where I smoked salvia. I also find that I'm nervous doing it any place near people in public once I'm already halfway high, except far less so if I'm smoking with somebody else (rather than alone). I guess you feel more confident if you're walking along talking to someone than if you're walking alone.
It's called Laced story or somethin...Quote:
Originally Posted by Trichocereus Panza
At the time I thought my weed was laced but I just never got shit that good.
16 is okay though, right?Quote:
Originally Posted by Breukelen advocaat
Honestly dude, you are just overthinking it
Good luck
Things always work out in the end
i have smoke in front of a mall before, with a few people i just meat that day (another friend was suppose to fight them, i was back up) but they where cool, and shared 3 joints with me and like 3 others.
but i was paranoid like a mother fucker but i didn't wanna be skip in the rotation though
Once my buddy and I met this older dude on the beach, I'd say about 50 or so. He had been laying out drinking wine on the sand all day, and when he saw us he was like 'those kids look like they burn'
He smoked us up right there on the beach, out in the open on a park bench. Lol, he was looking for people to smoke with all day. Wasn't the least bit paranoid, cause this guy's attitude was so chill, he thought nothing of it smoking in public. He ended up telling us some crazy stories about the 60's and living on Haight-Ashbury :thumbsup: