and please remember, suicide is a permanent solution to a temporarly problem
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and please remember, suicide is a permanent solution to a temporarly problem
I can relate...
Ghost, Dude, you have touch so many peoples lives on this website.
I can 100% relate to your post, and can "understand" (obviously everyone's different) where your'e coming from!
Chin Up Brother, YOU HAVE SOO MUCH TO LIVE FOR, probably without knowing it!
Take it Easy
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Peace
/\ wasup LOVElife? where you been?
Yeah Man, your Being Honest with yourself!Quote:
Originally Posted by Euphoric
Peace ;)
GHoST,
I think I know what you're going through, because I'm living something similar right now. the details are different, but the end result is the same: feelings of aimlessness, uselessness, nothing matters, you feel like your life is going nowhere. I live on the hope that life does change, but I also think you have to provoke the change yourself, or nothing will ever come to you.
At least, when it gets bad, you can toke a joint and feel better for a little while... Keep you head up, buddy, it just takes some will power to change things around you! I know you'll do great :D
I'd rather come to here than a bar. It's a lot easier for people to approach me. Or anyone. But I always have beer here. And a girl. I'd, really, rather go out to a bar, but because I have beer here, and a girl, I'll stay put.Quote:
Originally Posted by LOVElife
GHOST- You think about your own life from the inside out. You take all of your actions into consideration. The smartest person in the world would say that you know more about the subject then he does, but he'd say, "Nothing in the World is worth killing yourself over."
You come from an island between France and the U.K. Your head is bouncing around France's mouth. When I go to my Mother's today, I will have travelled enough distance to go across Jersey and into the English Channel.
Pretend your Christopher Columbus, for a few weeks. When you wake up, things will be better.
Your only 18 man,
there's plenty of time to turn around your life,
whether you have the courage to do so only time will tell and only you know,
when you start feeling like you do it really is time to stop smoking for a while and get your self sorted, even a job gives you a sense of self-worth, occupies you and you then know you deserve a smoke at the end of the day.
If you were 30 and saying the same thing then you would have something more to worry about but that said it is never to late to start again.
For all you's who say don't give up your not really being a friend, drugs intensivy your feelings so if you are happy and mentaly stable drugs are fine to consume.
Don't think you wanted to here all that,
you could come with me to be a Buddist Monk in Tibet for a year!
Bruv your only 18 you should be making the most of your life (what youve had of it - your still a kid really) im sorry but maybe u shouldnt feel sorry for yourself so much and dont worry what other people think - on the subject of suicide i think people are to quick to think about it these days its also a fucking selfish thing to do - u may not be in pain anymore but what about the people around u? from what iv read it just sounds rediculous to contemplate suicide because of a few insecurites!! this subject is pretty close to my heart i recently lost some friends because of it - someone id known for years, he was just a kid when i knew him but was 20 when he died, was found hanged in a block of flats, the police say he killed himself (but some people think he was murdered), anyway his twin brother couldnt live without him and he killed himself a day after his bros funeral, it really kills me to think about it, they were 2 young healthy boys with their whole lives in front of them and now their gone!
Suicide isn't an option, not even a consideration.. I was just shocked that, for a second or two, I did consider the possibility.
Thanks for your kind words, guys.. F L E S H, you're right, I should provoke the change myself, but it's not as easy as it sounds. I mean, i've been told not to work for a while because of certain problems, so no work = no money. No money = no social life. See where i'm going with this? :p
And by the way, whoever said I should quit smoking, well, apart from smoking for a few days last week I hadn't smoked for weeks or months before that.
Ah well, eh....