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Pepurr is supposed to start treatment around now so let's all just hope that he is busy. I am worried that he isn't on here for support. I think he is a strong man and is doing okay given what he is going through.
If he is in fact gone from the forum I for one am glad to have had him...uh come back!
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Originally Posted by coolslayer
We all get that Cool......the thread is about Pepurr.....
Pepurr....if perchance you get to see this please bop in and let us know you are OK.....I know that you are on the new drugs for the HEP C and if my situation with swapping Immuno Drugs is any indication on what you are going through, I totally understand your rationale/ability to not post at this time.
You are in our thoughts and prayers buddy and please let us know when you are back up on your feet! I was hoping to get to meet you at the 4/20 rally!
Take care buddy!!!!:thumbsup:
Hey guys! Thanks for thinking of me.
I haven't been posting for a little while because I have had a lot to think about. It is getting closer to the start of chemo for me. Only one more thing to do. I have to see a counselor so they can see I am not depressed. Then I start.
It is a little scary. Some times I want to back off and run away. Some times I want to call an aircraft maintenance depot and go back to work. Forget the whole thing, and try to live life normal. Then I come back down to reality. I know if I run away, things will just get worse. So I tuck away my fears as best I can.
You guys are tops though. I sure am glad I found and joined this forum. :hippy:
Be well!
Glad to see you are O.K. buddy. I hope you find the strength you are looking for.
pepurr, all of that sucks and i am sorry you have to go through it. I cant say i know how you feel because well i dont. I can relate to the pain you have but chemo that would scare me. Keep fighting the fight becasue one day we will win (maybe not the way we want but we will win). I have been sick for 2 years and nobody can tell me why or even give me a possiblity of a treatment or cure. I have just come up with this odd sense of self and what i want recently...normally i am very quiet and dont talk much...recently i have been saying it how it is and not letting anyone knock me down or tell me no...it is very strange and my doctor seems to think something worse it to come so that has got me extremely worried and terrified. I have had a few days in the past few weeks where all i wanted to do was jump in my truck and drive drive away from the docs, and away from everything and try to live a normal life, then the pain breaks through and i remember i am not done fighting. I will not give up till i am better or well, you know.......
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Originally Posted by pepurr
I am SOOO glad to see that you are OK! You ARE in my thoughts and prayers buddy! The chemo does NOT sound like a pleasant experience whatsoever. I would not wish that on anyone at all.
Hang in there and remember that we care about you here and have certainly missed having you as part of this community!
I have had some rough times recently but I am happy that each and every day that I wake up.....that is a GOOD DAY! I may feel like crap, may want to not even socialize with my friends and family, I may even wish that I could just pack up and run away to some far off mountain getaway without anyone being close......but, I am still alive and that is a GOOD THING.
Best of luck in your upcoming appts Pepurr.....chat with us when you can, we will still be here and STILL treat you as a friend ---- BECAUSE YOU ARE!
Sandia :)
Was not an attempt to change the thread. Merely FYI.Quote:
Originally Posted by Sandia
Nobody understands and sympathizes with what pepurr is going through any more than I do,having gone through it myself.He can count on all my support.