following my recent "why does everything have to happen at the same time" thread, soz

so sorry i used my mobile for my last post and it didnt post all of what id written. back online now though.

as for the dog, dexter is doing amazingly for his age.

as for the course im doing. it is a pretty basic course and doesnt have any great qualifications at the end but for me it was a good starting point. its keeping me fresh and with my goals. my son has just started nursery two days a week so now im getting in more training time than i did before.

to follow on from my previous post dexter will be on his way to helping me rehabilitate and help train other dogs and next year we are hoping to take part in a new program that helps people train their pet dog as an autistic assistance dog. my son has autism and dexter has definately got the right energy to be an assistance dog he is very calm and overall balanced he does have a few seperation anxiety issues if me or my children are away from him, we are working on it though and making steady progress. so next year we should be on top of that and get on well with the training, the course will be in coventry or brighton depending on which date we can make. its quite exciting really and it is such a new concept in the uk it will be good to be a part of it.

sometimes visions take time and lately i have rediscovered a patience an calm feeling that i had lost. for the first time since i was a teenager i have the cocky feeling im going to do this and im going to have a career and business and to show my kids that it doesnt matter who you are or where your from its what you do that controls where you end up.

on a different note my bf still has alot to learn and really i wonder how i ended up with someone so soft. i want a man whos a man not so pacive he wont tell me anything. but life keeps going an and so shall i. i honestly think its just me though and i cant keep a man happy i just bring them down or something cos it all ways starts well and slowly slips away, maybe im destined to be on my own. maybe its better that way.