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And again, yes i used to smoke on probation and it was stupid. I never could enjoy the high because i was always freaked about the repercussions and for the next few weeks I would worry about randomly getting dropped. After my last visit my PO said if I stayed clean and didnt test positive I would be off in June so I am now not messing around. I tested clean on a home test and have not and will not smoke until I am off.
Good for you youreface. Stay strong and resist that temptation, you are almost there. Jail time would not be good. Stay focused and peace to you. I smoked for 15+ years 2-5 times daily and have been clean for 97 days now. I actually feel good inside and the stress is gone. I have a great job and my family means everything to me. I did this just for a job with randoms all the time. I could not even imagine what the consequenses would be for someone that is on probation. Peace brother.
Thanks slanted, though I fully intend to back up my word, the encouragement helps.
The key to not smoking for me is just keeping busy all the time. A big thing for me is coming to these boards. Reading up on drug testing and people's concerns with them is enough to keep me from doing it for awhile. It serves as a constant reminder of what I went through with UA's and makes me remember how scared I was during those months.
So I pretty much post here trying to pass on my advice as much as possible (When FBR and killer are not around) and do other little things to keep busy. Like this for instance :)
YouTube - Stepmania AA
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