First time I feel in love.

You're young. You'll find someone else and forget about this girl soon enough. I hate to be a cynic but it doesn't look like I'm the only one.

just a crush maajn

jerk off

I will get over her but in a way i don't want to.

Yes,I believe i would die for her and do a lot of things to make her happy.

The fact that i don't know her so well might explain the reason for which i'm in love with her.I've never seen any negative aspects of her personality which makes me think she is perfect.
She responded to my Emails which makes me feel a little better.
I've had a lot of problems in my life lately and i think that when i was with her i forgot all about them,Now there all hitting me all at once and i think that's part of w<hat makes me in love with this girl.

I've promised myself to go and see her when I'm 18.

14 -18 get ova it lust not love

You will get over it pretty fast I would think. It proberly wasnt love you just thought it was. Ive done this shit. When you think back about it in a couple of years it seems pretty funny.

I forgot to add that the night before she left i didn't sleep at all.

I may be 14 but i look 18-19 .
Love doesn't have to go both ways!
You can love someone that hates your guts.

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Originally Posted by youwontcatchme

During the holidays I went to a campsite right by St malo,in France.

The first night I got there I decided that id go out and attempt to meet some people so that I wouldn't bore my brains out.
I met a 14yr old dutch kid who introduced me to his sister who is 18, I asked her for a cigarette and she asked me my age(14).

The next day i hanged out with her and got to meet her and here little brother a little brother a little better.
The third night we hanged out till 3 in the morning and i started to really like her but we weren't going out our anything.She was extremely pretty and kind,the sad thing was she was leaving in ONE DAY.

the last night I got a lot of beer and got very drunk and realised that i was in love with her i attempted to kiss her and got refused.

Basically i'm highly in love with someone who lives in holland and doesn't love me.It's been 3 dayq since she left and i still feel like shit! I think about her all the time and promised myself to go and see her once i'm 18 .

My question is basically:For how long will i feel like shit?
i've never felt this way in my life.

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you just had what looks liek your first crush, It'll hurt for a week, maybe 2 at the most.

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Originally Posted by Mike23artist

jerk off

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