I wanna see everyones younger pictures!

i gotcha but one more question...

wouldn't or couldn't?

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Originally Posted by passitplz

i gotcha but one more question...

wouldn't or couldn't?

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wouldn't. My mental illness prevents me from feeling empathy really.

id have no problem pullin the trigger on some thug fucker tryin to hurt me but i couldnt kill some little girl... then again im not a doctor and i dont know how ur brain works...

The problem with my bipolar and schizo is that after a point I turn into this no feeling monster. Where I don't care anymore and the talking in my head gets so intense and all I can do is revert back to my safety topic: Eric and Dylan. And then I hear them talking and the dreams...and then the depression comes and my whole life turns into what I can do for them. And I know there dead but the sounds are so real. And my whole life isnt mine anymore. I turn into a whore for Eric..

...but the meds take that away..but then I have to give up parts of me..

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Originally Posted by rebgirl420

baby I still have my spikes and such haha Im never gettin rid of them. Too much memories. However I do feel like I miss the old me. But I know if i go back to my obsessions about Reb and Vodka then I wouldnt have a future. And Ive gone way too far to let him control my life like he did....but I still love him. More than anything. Ill always be reb.

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You just stay on the path you are on... I like you for what you are,,,real...

Yeah im staying on the path. I havent been in trouble for about 2 years. Thats when I got off of probation. And now I have goals. Thanks to my cancer. Im going to become a teacher :)

We are given choices in life and it is up to us to choose the right ones,,,make the right choices and you will be fine... Good night Reb...

night Skink

hey reb have u tried the microwave method thats posted in the other forum? where u microwave ur weed for like 30 sec?