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i'm not in a relationship.:( i like this guy right now, but i know he's a player. so pretty much all we have is a light flirtation and i don't want anything more from him. what i want is a cool nice guy that i can be best friends with and a boyfriend at the same time, but the dating pool sucks soo whatever. i'm just gonna focus on ME right now and i'm not really studying any guys
delta-9 you cant or shouldnt be scared of the 1% you are talking about, or the 99% either. not everything works out but if it does, hey great. what about the 50-60-70% of the time that it was good, or bad for that matter? its all a growing and learning expierience.
After knowing my friend for 5 years and talking with her on and off about such topics as sex, she finally got her ass on an airplane and came to see me in Oregon. I went to high school with her in California and I've had the hots for her for so long. When she came up we really clicked, we really bonded together. Then we had crazy passionate sex for 8 days when she was here (passionate for me at least haha). Now I'm moving back to california to be with her because she is the best woman I've ever met, she's not the fuck-them-and-forget-them type (not a HO!) and I feel we've got a very solid foundation for a good relationship. Now is the time to move on this. It should work out, I'm optimistic just because I know her so well, inside and out (literately ).
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Nothing goin' on in that department. I have huge wounds being heeled as I speak. Not a good time to find a new relationship, not until I become strong once again.
I dedicated my heart to someone for 15 years, it has been hard. But I really wanted to make it work. Making sure our kids were taken care of and provided for is a huge stance in my life, but I got accused of not being spauntanious. I am...but there are responsibilities that have to be taken care of first.
This person that I loved for so long has moved out and moved on with his life. Dating like crazy and it seams his biggest goal is to "find someone". He has all the free time to party and search out that special someone. I on the other had keep my life packed with taking care of our kids and doing my best to keep them stable and have a nice life. I love them and it is not a problem. I find myself not having time for myself. So on the quiet days, I feel extremely lonely. I miss my ex alot sometimes, because he was still my best friend and I always want to pick up the phone to see how he is doing, but I also want to be a complete void for him too. I know he doesn't think of me as his best friend anymore and it hurts really bad.
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Originally Posted by IanCurtisWishlist
lol good luck
<---- constant pessimist