I wanna see everyones younger pictures!

Just to see what everyone was into then and how people were in highschool. But if your still in highschool I wanna see your younger pics of all your emo-woe-is-me teenage-ness.

Okay so heres me when I was getting in trouble and I was gothic. Oh yes, bad times. But I don't look ANYTHING like I did then. And you can see my "Reb" nickname that ive had since 5th grade. Im so glad that my life has happened like it has. It made me so damn interesting. I was rebgirl420 when I was in fifth grade and i'll be rebgirl420 until I die.

I love that first pic,,,it is so innocent...

hahah yeah I think I as 13 at the time. I had my black grip military gloves so I could feel the trigger on the shotgun better haha. I had fatigues and combat boots...man I was fun.

^^ I mean i still have that shit for paintball but man....Oh and dont forget my trenchcoat! Oh man my teachers hated me..especially when i would carry in the duffel bags with it on hahaha heres a few more...yeah yeah I was fat at the time too. But ive lost more than 50 pounds since

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hahah yeah I think I as 13 at the time. I had my black grip military gloves so I could feel the trigger on the shotgun better haha. I had fatigues and combat boots...man I was fun.

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and now u cant kill a coon?:wtf:

lol

^^ Animals I cant kill but a person? Eh' its different.

an innocent person?

spike necklace,,,to badass... I want to go to sleep,,,but you are to entertaining tonight...

Those people werent innocent BUT no I wouldnt kill an innocent person

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spike necklace,,,to badass... I want to go to sleep,,,but you are to entertaining tonight...

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baby I still have my spikes and such haha Im never gettin rid of them. Too much memories. However I do feel like I miss the old me. But I know if i go back to my obsessions about Reb and Vodka then I wouldnt have a future. And Ive gone way too far to let him control my life like he did....but I still love him. More than anything. Ill always be reb.

i gotcha but one more question...

wouldn't or couldn't?

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i gotcha but one more question...

wouldn't or couldn't?

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wouldn't. My mental illness prevents me from feeling empathy really.

id have no problem pullin the trigger on some thug fucker tryin to hurt me but i couldnt kill some little girl... then again im not a doctor and i dont know how ur brain works...

The problem with my bipolar and schizo is that after a point I turn into this no feeling monster. Where I don't care anymore and the talking in my head gets so intense and all I can do is revert back to my safety topic: Eric and Dylan. And then I hear them talking and the dreams...and then the depression comes and my whole life turns into what I can do for them. And I know there dead but the sounds are so real. And my whole life isnt mine anymore. I turn into a whore for Eric..

...but the meds take that away..but then I have to give up parts of me..

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baby I still have my spikes and such haha Im never gettin rid of them. Too much memories. However I do feel like I miss the old me. But I know if i go back to my obsessions about Reb and Vodka then I wouldnt have a future. And Ive gone way too far to let him control my life like he did....but I still love him. More than anything. Ill always be reb.

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You just stay on the path you are on... I like you for what you are,,,real...

Yeah im staying on the path. I havent been in trouble for about 2 years. Thats when I got off of probation. And now I have goals. Thanks to my cancer. Im going to become a teacher :)

We are given choices in life and it is up to us to choose the right ones,,,make the right choices and you will be fine... Good night Reb...

night Skink

hey reb have u tried the microwave method thats posted in the other forum? where u microwave ur weed for like 30 sec?

Nah I dont do that sort of stuff. Im a horible cook so I try to stear away from anything that could waste my weed haha

lol its not cookin. u smoke it afterwards im just scared my weed will be fucked up

yeah id wait until someone does it and posts haha. Id be afraid my weed would burst into flame or some shit like that haha

lol a bunch of people said it increased the high by alot... fuck it imma try it right after i finish studying for finals lol

i could show a pic of all my scars but i don't wanna get banned for suicidal tendancies (i did afterall get banned for talking about it.)

http://www.angelfire.com/vamp/livinghell/mypics.html

You look fun :)

forgot about these...


If I were to die today I would like to come back as one of your tears, then I would be concieved in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheek, and die on your lips.

A million words would'nt bring you back, I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried.

The hardest thing in life is watching someone you love, love someone else.

huh? Did I miss something?

i think slip likes u! lol


for real tho wtf u talkin bout?

lol it's on my site, which i haven't fucked wiht in over 2 years.. if rogot i had a quotes page..

and no passit <.< i'm not exactly in love with her or anythin i gots a wife (and that isn't the usual guy "i can't say anything cuz i'll get killed" she's attractive and has a good personality and all... but i lost intrest in other people when i got maried... ok i'll just stop while i'm ahead.... <.<)

http://www.angelfire.com/vamp/livinghell/quotes.html

Thanks hun and thats awsome that your so committed ya know. If only more men were like you!

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Thanks hun and thats awsome that your so committed ya know. If only more men were like you!

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hoookers and strippers would be outta buisness? o.0

Eh' well there would be more weddings I suppose so then the stripper business would boom when the bachelor parties came around

i never had a pt =/

EVERYONE'S INVITED TO MY HOUSE, ADMISSION PRICE (in place of gifts) is an 1/8 and 5-6 can all chip in on a keg..

haha Yeah I told John that when we get married he has to at least go to Hooters..he's so dead set against that shit haha. But I wouldn't want some a-hole I work out 7 days a week guy grinding his junk in my face...that doesn't scream "celebration" to me!

the weirdness that is me.....

i present to you *drumroll* blasts from the past.....:D

God dont we all look so awkward and hateful of the world? haha *sigh*

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey :mad:

noooo thats not what i meant haha. I meant me too, hell I was your typical punk ass kid. Thinkin the whole world was against me haha. Oh those where awful times!