Hmmm

I am onto you guys. I know that you are just testing and studying me. Stop,admit, and reveal yourselves. You aren't fooling anyone.

okay, *takes off costume*

so, hows sobriety going?

No, I am investigating you... There will be an officer at your door tomorrow morning. :D

i think someones a little paranoid..... or are you? 0.o


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Originally Posted by Samwhore

okay, *takes off costume*

so, hows sobriety going?

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Lol sobriety is alright. I miss weed. I smoked salvia and I realized I just want to smoke weed. Actually I dunno what I want. I really feel like you guys are watching me and shit. I don't know why, but I pretty much accept that even though you guys are, I can't do anything about it. I slowly find myself reclusing into my own little world. I haven't been going out as much. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't have anything to say. I actually kind of want to die, but not exactly die. Just I don't want to feel like this lol. I know that how I feel is probably stupid. and I have no idea why I made this thread! Alright i'm done.

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Originally Posted by Matt the Funk

Lol sobriety is alright. I miss weed. I smoked salvia and I realized I just want to smoke weed. Actually I dunno what I want. I really feel like you guys are watching me and shit. I don't know why, but I pretty much accept that even though you guys are, I can't do anything about it. I slowly find myself reclusing into my own little world. I haven't been going out as much. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't have anything to say. I actually kind of want to die, but not exactly die. Just I don't want to feel like this lol. I know that how I feel is probably stupid. and I have no idea why I made this thread! Alright i'm done.

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sounds like sobriety, I was like that for a few months, now im kind of lazy and dont want to do anything, I find no will of living, finding that one thing that makes me happy is so hard to find, weed did that, now that theres no more of that im on a quest to find that trigger.

I have no idea what It could be, LOVE is the only thing I can think of, but how hard it is to find that,

how was your salvia?

yeah... sobriety can be much more maddening than stonedness... :jointsmile:

Hello goodbye wha wha wha!!!

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Originally Posted by Samwhore

sounds like sobriety, I was like that for a few months, now im kind of lazy and dont want to do anything, I find no will of living, finding that one thing that makes me happy is so hard to find, weed did that, now that theres no more of that im on a quest to find that trigger.

I have no idea what It could be, LOVE is the only thing I can think of, but how hard it is to find that,

how was your salvia?

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salvia was alright. I forgot how intense it was(last time I did it I swore I would never touch it again but curiosity got the best of me). yeah maybe love would help. But god damn I just feel TOO PARANOID. I don't know why, well maybe I do. I have always felt this way, but now it seems more and more real, like maybe i'm not paranoid, just aware.

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Originally Posted by Matt the Funk

I am onto you guys. I know that you are just testing and studying me. Stop,admit, and reveal yourselves. You aren't fooling anyone.

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Okay I admit it!

But I have been dry myself for about a week or so and testing and studying you gives me something to do.


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