Opinions please

Hi, you can say im new to this forums but i have been reading this forums everyday and im really addicted to it LOL been on here for about a month already just too lazy to make an account so im not really new lol. But anyways a lil bout me im an typical asian guy 5/5 110lbs 15 yr old 1 sis 1 bro single sophomore(10grade), i currently living it up in alameda californa and i started smoking last oct till now im a daily weed smoker and i LOVE IT!

Ok, so heres the problem i need opinions on, i have been using my parents money to buy weed and i tihnk it has becomes a problem now. I obviously dont work and i spend about 50 dollars a week everyday till now and as u know my mom gives me most of the money and she say to keep it for college and whatnot and be wise what i buy well i use it alll on weed and she dont buy anythin for herself thats the reason i love her soo much is cuz she care about us more then herself. Well back to the point i recently discovered that my mom has hepatithis lungs or somethin like that and she also has a cancer tumor in her stomach and she had this for about a week and havent told me about it so i wont worry(sister told me about it so i found out) and i just think to myself, am i the worst son a mom can ever had? why didnt i know about this and im here still smoking weed and dissapointing her wid my horrible grades(1.1 gpa mainly Ds and Fs). The problem relies is i try to go on a break or atleast spend lesser cash on weed and do better in skool but i end up the next day just smoking and or buying more weed wid my money. I just want some suggestion on how i can do better in skool, sspend lesss money on weed, and become a better son. Thank you for reading and thanks for any opinion. (tears rolling down my eyse as i type this) Wish i can just smoke a blunt and forget about everythin but thats not a way to solve my problems haha. http://img338.imageshack.us/img338/8...b4f0b6dov8.jpg a pic from my myspace lol.

LOL! Dude, just try as hard as you can in whatever you do. I laughed at the picture not you. Well I guess it was you, but I was more or less laughing at the fact that you put a picture. Anyways just don't think about weed man. Think about other shit, weed shouldn't be your life, and you shouldn't use it to run away from your problems.

first off, quit smoking
second, if you smoke at school, stop
third, stop spending mothers money on you, let her keep her money

Now that we quit the kiddie shit, get your grades up, nothing makes parents more proud than good grades. When you get a good grade, from your point, id say a B or higher, show mother this nice grade. Your mother loves you she wants to see you happy. I wish my parents would do the same, but I have been disowned from the family and now all I am is a mooch living here. Both of my parents want me out. Know your lucky.

Tell mom you love her and give her a hug, do this every day and if your ready, bring the topic of her tumor up, she needs to be upfront and honest with you. Your post makes me feel like crying because I cant do the same, I cant stress how lucky you are that your parents love you. When a family member is sick, the best thing you can do is stick togheter, instead of being with your friends, just once in a while, on the weekends spend time with your mom, I dont care if you guys watch oprah or just go eat at dennys, just quality time with you SOBER. If my mom knew that I smoked bowls on mothers day and her birthday and thanksgiving and christmas she'd probally cry. She cried when she found out what I did for my birthday. All mom wants is for you to be happy, to see you smile, just tell her you love her.

ya, i see where you are coming from, if you want to do better you got to take day by day and get that shit under controll.it goes without saying that you should try to take a break for a while. once you get in the habit of doing your work it will be much easier and you can start to smoke again. also i wouldnt suggest smoking 50 bucks worth of bud a day(unless you are getting totally ripped off)
seems like you are stuck in a difficult part of your life, and i hope your problems work out
peace

get a job

Ok, first of stop telling yourself you're a bad son. You're just a typical teenager that likes to smoke weed. Mabye if you feel you have to, you should cut back on smoking and start smoking on weekends or something, then spend all the extra time on bringing your shit together. Start trying to get your grades up, seriously once you're way behind on all your credits you're gunna wish you didn't waste all that time and all those opportunities you had. You sound like a good kid, just don't fuck up.

yeah i am thining of gettin a job buts it harder then it seems cuz mainly people hrere are unemployed and they would rather hire a older person then me so its fairly hard and for everyone else opinion i thanks and i realize that i have been pretty selfish and that family over everything thanks samwhore for helping me realize that i think ima just start smoking weekends only from now on and getin into the habit of doin my work again and Shrapnel ur right im down 15 credits alredy and it dissapoints me cuz its like how my teacher will say it, ur goin to skool its like a job and if u dont get good graades its like ur not gettin paid. So basically im goin to work and not getin paid a penny cuz i got Fs.

hey,
i was in rough times w/ the fam too
everyone has that shit
stop smoking for at least 2 months
SERIOUSLY, your 15!
recognize this was the start of your HS
you will have time to party in the end,
and blunt cruise early after school and shit

if you mom gives you any money,
save it... like i said stop smoking for awhile

well either way, i just thought of something:
you gotta figure out if you really want to graduate on time,
b/c if your a soph w/ a 1.1 then you wont grad on time w/o summer schooling

chill on smoking a bam 50 bucksyou have that maybe you could give back..
try to support your mom and get your grades up...youll be a senior in due time
i started when i was 16 and even then a 20 would last me 2 1/2 weeks (i have no clue how that worked)
buy less smoke less
comfort your mama

Work is out there, you just have to present yourself well and tell them you have determination, energy and drive. You have to go out and find it though, it's not going to find you. There really are SO many jobs out there.