Originally Posted by Sedater18
I'm having one of those periods where you can sort of act normal and shit but in your head your switching topics so fast you dont know what topic your on or if your even thinking at all. Like some manic, hostile, stupid, insignificant, droning, idiot. Saying shit to yourself that doesnt make sense but you think makes sense but you know doesnt make sense. incoherent rambling and confusion. feeling like you always need to do something but you dont know what. doing mindless tasks pass the time that could be using to do something that makes you think. Everyone is always critical, your critical but you know you arent. Everything has some deep meaning that turns out to be the world, your life, or your position coming to its end. Always thinking up ideas and plans for stupid shit, like products that would be really cool but you are never going to be able to create them, or have someone else that can create them, create them so it just gets you down that your good idea that everyone would love and im sure other people want will never be out there. Nothing has any meaning. Self-contradiction happens evry 5 seconds but it doesnt matter. Your opinions are always changing but you know that your still going to have the same opinion. Everything is your fault. Man sorry for that :(
