The highs you wish you had...maybe

So knowing that I get react to weed different from anyone else i know, i had a life altering experience today. I guess it is because i have reverse tolerance. I had smoked the past week straight, and so i am sitting at some kids house i had never met, chillin with one of my friends. This guy takes out his zong bong and packs it with some shitty bud. So i take like 4 rips on this thing, not expecting to get that fucked up. I got this real shitty, dirty ass mind fuck that sent me on a shroom like trip.

This was nothing new to me because its happened like 10 times before. Im sure you have read about it on this forum. So anyways, i continue to get higher and higher. Then again for some reason, i have this strange, over whelming experience that i have done this before. Like every thing we were doing felt like i had already experienced it. We watch a movie, i thought i had already seen it. All while this was happening i was tripping balls. My world looked almost like peewees play house, every thing i saw had eyes. There were faces laughing at me. I could feel my blood pressure go up. One of the vanes on the back of my neck was pumping a lot of blood.

It was like a hugh head rush for 3 hours straight. It was like if i could get my world to look normal, then sit down, the blood would rush up and make everything look cartoony again. Things would happen like my friends face while he laughed, did shit that looked like jim carry doing the barking dog in the mask. Its hard to explain how intense it is, cause i feel no one else has been there. But it was out of body for sure.

At one point, this was the life altering part. I had never really been a religious person. I have always thought science was the anwser. Evolution and what not. So i am sitting here, tripping out, completely connected to my body. Heart rate sky rocketing, having extreme deja vu. Out of no where i had this thought that i was in HELL. I had this overwhelming thought that weed had killed me and i was living in Hell. Repeating this day over and over. I would walk back and forth from the kitchen to the living room, just freaking out, not like emotionally, just kinda what the fuck? I felt dead. Then i had this thought that it was ridiculous and that i was just really high, but the more i thought that the faster my heart beat. So then i thought i was going to die, and new what it would feel like. It was this overwhelming feeling of anxiety and depression, but i never broke down from it. I just went with the flow.

I pretty much just tripped out from weed, as usual, but this time it was so intense it was out of body. To bad i dont know anyone else who i can share this experience with. As i said before it was more intense than shrooms. I need to start having a journal and explaining indetail what happens.

If anyone has any questions about my experience, speak up, cause i am eager to talk about it.

I never saw the movie. Its not laced because it has happened to me with many different types of bud, some cleaner highs than others. I didn't actually look at the bud, but i could see the bag had like 10 seeds in it, so it was pretty shitty.

My vision was warped to the max. Its almost impossible to explain. Everything was constantly changing, and exaggerated. Colors were vary vibrant. The way the room looked was very different, and just warped. i couldn't grasp the concept of size. I couldn't grasp time itself. Everything changed too, my friends face would just be constantly in motion.

When i was watching tv, stevos face looked different, and would pulse from realistic to cartoony.

I could actually feel my eyes changing, my pupils moving in size, and my eyes twitching really bad. Some times it would look choppy, like in a strobe light, some times it would look extremely smooth. When i moved it felt like i was out of control. Like i could feel the presence of god. Not to sound lame, but if you have seen donny darko, which is talked about way to much, but none the less, it seemed like i could feel what ever those things that he saw coming out of people, leading them on, they where leading me places.

Random objects would form the shapes of faces, and they would be laughing or smiling at me. It wasn't a paranoid feeling though.

It was similar to shrooms, the way my vision was distorted, but a completely different mindset, or perspective.

well i wish i got crazy highs like that when i smoke but i never do no mater how dank it is... maybe ur brain chemistry or sumtimes makes u react differently to weed because I never heard of this happening from weed...... althoguh i dunno about any one else but i get closed eye visuals on weed sometimes like il see patterns of differnt colors just chnaging and shifting but this only happens when my toleracne is at zero and i smoke ALOT

Seeds are commonly mistaken for defining shitty bud, but I have gotten a few bags of seedy bud and it has been great. Covered in trichs and smelling great.

that is true, but this really only happens on shitty bud. I have been smokin some pretty nice bud all week, and have been getting really high, but it has always been clean. This was a real dirty high. It could have been some good bud tho, but that doesnt really matter.

are you sure it was shitty bud and not salvia?

im am 100% positive it was just weed. Like i said i have had the visual effects probably 10 times in the past 2 months, atleast 3/4 of the time it was with my own weed. The more often i smoke the more intense it gets, hints reverse tolerance. As far as the visuals i am used to it in a way. Its hard to explain, but believe me when i say its just as intense as any hypnotic drug like shrooms, lsd, or salvia.

Thats not the point i was making with this thread though. The reason i wanted to post it was because of the mental state i was in. Its incredibly difficult to explain, but plain and simple I felt like i was in the afterlife. I thought i was dead. Imagine feeling dead for 3 hours straight. I felt like there was no point of return. It felt like i was in hell, and there was no going back.

I didn't freak out, cry, or really show any emotion, it was almost emotionless. One interesting thing was the recall of vivid memories. The whole life flashing before your eyes is what kind of sparked this idea of death.

After I talked myself out of being in 'hell' I could feel my blood pressure rise. I had to close my eyes at some points because it was so intense, felt like my eyes would explode. So with my heart rushing, i once again got this thought about death, i felt like i was still alive and really high, and was going to die. I couldn't grasp the concept that weed wont kill.

For 3 hours of the day, I for sure thought my life was over, but it was more real than just freaking out in general. All my thoughts and feelings were extremely present, and vivid, but also loose in some ways. I wasn't shouting 'im going to die' i was calm.

One thing that should be said is i have OCD, so thoughts of death are common for me, but this time i actually felt it.

i did not panic, it was not a panic attack in anyway.

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Originally Posted by mafyew

I never saw the movie. Its not laced because it has happened to me with many different types of bud, some cleaner highs than others. I didn't actually look at the bud, but i could see the bag had like 10 seeds in it, so it was pretty shitty.

My vision was warped to the max. Its almost impossible to explain. Everything was constantly changing, and exaggerated. Colors were vary vibrant. The way the room looked was very different, and just warped. i couldn't grasp the concept of size. I couldn't grasp time itself. Everything changed too, my friends face would just be constantly in motion.

When i was watching tv, stevos face looked different, and would pulse from realistic to cartoony.

I could actually feel my eyes changing, my pupils moving in size, and my eyes twitching really bad. Some times it would look choppy, like in a strobe light, some times it would look extremely smooth. When i moved it felt like i was out of control. Like i could feel the presence of god. Not to sound lame, but if you have seen donny darko, which is talked about way to much, but none the less, it seemed like i could feel what ever those things that he saw coming out of people, leading them on, they where leading me places.

Random objects would form the shapes of faces, and they would be laughing or smiling at me. It wasn't a paranoid feeling though.

It was similar to shrooms, the way my vision was distorted, but a completely different mindset, or perspective.

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well bro at least THAT i can relate to

i can always see something as a face n it wud either show me an angry face or a happy face

so ur not alone on that one
now the rest...i dont know what to say
i can tell u ive felt my blood pressure go really high n stuff like that tho
damn i really want what u have lol :rastasmoke: