I need someone

I am alone and I am so sad....I don't know what else to do but come here
I got a phone call this morning and my best friend we met in 5th grade she was so dear to me we were 2 peas in a pod. We shared each others thoughts....she hung herself last night. Her husband awoke to police at the door and she was hanging from the basket ball goal in the yard. I dont undertand it. We just talked yesterday We were going to write a childrens book together. My heart feels like it is going to burst. There is no one here with me at my house. I am so so sad. I can't stop crying. She was like my sister. She lived with our family on and off. God why did she do it? I am so MAD at her and I love her at the same time. Someone talk to me PLEASE. I need someone. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

An interesting man the other day gave me an interesting piece of paper that had a funny saying on it. I'd use it, but it is too mean, even for me, to type up here.

I'm not good with helping people, but people dying is life, natural or not, and you will get passed it. :)

Love ya buecat, and i'm soo sorry for your loss. It's tuff losing someone close to you, I know the feeling all too well, but time heals all wounds.. .. remember that!

Write your childrens book anyway, and dedicate it to your friend. She would probably appreciate that greatly. Besides, it will motivate you to finish and get it published.

Hang in there, (((blue)))


Much Love,

That's terrible. My condolenses

My thoughts and prayers are with you during you're rough time. I hope you can be with some friends and family soon. That's who you need to be with.

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Originally Posted by JunkYard

Love ya buecat, and i'm soo sorry for your loss. It's tuff losing someone close to you, I know the feeling all too well, but time heals all wounds.. .. remember that!

Write your childrens book anyway, and dedicate it to your friend. She would probably appreciate that greatly. Besides, it will motivate you to finish and get it published.

Hang in there, (((blue)))


Much Love,

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I didn't think of writing the book alone but it might help you are right thank you I just need to get past the funeral first. I hate funerals they scare me...I wish someone was home with me :(

can you call a friend, blue? It helps to talk one on one to someone you know really well.

I wish someone where there, too. I remember when my ex-wife left me, I was devestated. I went straight to my aunties home, sat in front of the old wood stove on a comfy chair and talked to her for almost two hours straight. It really helps...

Hey Blue you grieve because of your loss,,,your friend feels nothing now and you are left with the leaky bag o shit... you can't bring her back so you will have to cry and get through it... remember the good times you had and focus on it... I know your pain ,but when i think about it,,, the pain is almost selfish,,, because we want the person to be here with us to comfort us and make us happy... to bad your friend could not find the same happiness... if there is a here after you Will meet again...

Peace,,, and the crying,,,well it's therapeutic so bawl your eyes out...

Hey blue, i dont think ive ever spoke to you but ive read a few of your posts in the past and your someone i would like to help..

Could you not go and visit her husband/mother as these are 2 other people that will also be heart broken, i think you should write that book for sure even more so now that your friend is no longer there as it will touch everyones heart! it may be a idea to ask people that have also known you 2 for a verry long time for any memories they have that you may have forgotten.

Just remember that your friend will always be with you from now on, looking down on you and taking special care. oXxxXo

Hope its not to hard for to long blue xx

josh xx

Edit: Make sure you get some really soft tissues asap otherwise you will get a saw nose & eyes x

My heart goes out to you. It is hard to loose someone close to you.