my take on "god" and cannabis

i follow a spiritual path that is of hindu lines...especially tantra..had experiences in ritual based with smoking ganga and sex..

i believe we are all a part of a masculine force(shiva) and equally and more so the femine creative force..(kali) my physical well being is shiva and my feelings and the energy that powers it is kali the goddess of death,life and rejunivation(destruction).....

the goddess path(shakti) is the oldest spiritual path known to man.the hindu concept is very old...and shiva(shakta) is the oldest man god on earth to be worshipped ..tantra is the oldest known spiritual concept which the hindu religion was born through and arguelibly responsible for the worlds idea of god..since jesus is so similiar to shiva..jesus lived like shiva...the bible is quote with many parables that exist in hindu vedas..tantra in my opinion is the greatest and most free living and thinking....

tantra has broken me down and has opened up my mind and heart to the truth and the simple reality...truth may be in the eye of the beholdholder and yet certain spiritual and natural laws that exist in life has been researched and recorded in the tantras...

shiva is the god of cannabis and by smoking ganga he is reunited with his love..kali..cannabis is sacred..sex is the pure power of the goddess and cannabis is in nature femine...since in folktales of shive it was the goddess that got him hooked on it...

i have had mind and spirit blowimg experiences smoking ganga and having sex since i worship a woman as literally as a goddess and i am seeking to be reunited and be in union..the energy that is released is indescribable..and yet that energy can turn on you if you dont respect it and bring indescribable emotion and mental anquish..and i have read and makes sense is cannabis itself contains the ambrosia of the gods and it is a quick reunion...

i smoked ganga all the time and was lost..my life became hell and after a few emotional breakdowns i stopped smoking...i believe cannabis should not be smoked continually..it is so easy to be lost and that good feeling is gone..

i have read a letter "the cannabis papers and it validated what i think of cannabis and spirituallity...

i believe in spite of the truth that cannabis is good for the health and well being of the human spirit..the goverment has made great efforts so ordinary citizens wont exeperience it..being high in a right frame of mind you learn alot about yourself energy and the universe that the goverment dismisses as illusions..i think they dont want people to see the lie that they are selling...they dont want people to be awakened..they are afraid of losing their power....they dont want us to be free ..even for our own spirititual devolpment and installed a spiritual system that garantees that most people will live in fear and hate who they are and hate those that are awake and alive...i have experienced it...and it makes me smile..

i am not able to smoke cannabis because i have alot of emotional work to do and heal from the pains of my past and through mediation i have acheive a little piece of oneness within myself..if down the road i do smoke it will be twice a month on the full moon and new moon in a highly specific ritual simialiar to the one described in the cannabis papers....i highly suggest anyone to reseach cannabis and tantra because they are hand to hand ..people have been worshipping god with cannabis for thousands of years and worshiping themselves...i have discovered myself..my true self..

learn to meditate and then smoke with a open mind..you will be surprised how the experience will enhance,improve and bring you love that you will not ever forget or dimisses as a hallicination...

om namah shivaya om
om shri kalikaye namah..

I have recently indulged into meditation, and am working my hardest to get my mind to understand the full abilities of it. So this is definately up my alley.

Fantastic first post and welcome.

shivasadhus... could you elaborate on why you think more regular use of cannabis leads one to being lost or whatever the concept you mentioned...? Thanks...