crazy high

wus poppin, im new to this site first time grower but anyways ive been havin some wierd highs i cant explain. i was on the run last year so i went up north and all they smoke is piff, so i wus gettin blazed everyday and when i came back everybody wus still smokin schwag. so i stopped smokin for a while except for some haze i brought with me, then i got locked up and didnt smoke at all for like 4 months. when i got out i smoked but i kept gettin really paranoid like evrybody wus talkin about me, and it felt like i wus on every drug i ever did. i didnt know how to compose myself its like i started to break down and the weed wus just regular. at fist i thought i wus jus buggin cus i didnt smoke in so long but it kept happenin every time. like an embarassing panicked feeling its crazy. thats why im grow some goods and see if i can get myself used to it again cus i usd to smoke 8 dutches everyday and now i cant hanled a joint of some bap, i dont know wut its any ideas?

Maybe you should smoke alot, until you get used to it.

yeah i think im just gonna smoke alot by myself till i feel i can compose my self