Okay, this is my appology

okay, i know that ppl on here dont really like me...and i know it doesnt really matter. but today, i realized that i pretty much dont have any friends at my school, and i am apparently annoying. i have no clue why and niether does anybody else...so..they say "ur annoying" and i ask why and they dont tell me why...im kind of thinking about killing myself, and im not saying this for attention, so please dont think i am. i really dont know wut to do. i really want friends, and i dont have many and i dont think ill get very many. so i wanna say im sorry for annoying anybody on these forums for talking about my mom too much or anything like that. i also realized that i will go nowhere in life because my grades are bad. i get d's and f's in highschool, and its my junior year. im 17 years old. i hate my life so much, and i know that i will nvr become wealthy or anything of that sort. i wont have a good job, a pretty wife (or any for that matter) and i wont have kids to continue my gene pool. so....im screwd for life and theres no sense in living any longer just to find out my predictions were true.

sorry again, bye

damn kid, your right life does suck sometimes

instead of give up and die
why not just enjoy the pain
and see where you end up

things change so fast from one day to the next
just hang in there and maybe write down your thoughts
you might be the next kurt cobain

the way i see it , if your already at your rock bottom
and you have nothing to lose than everything should be better from this point on . killing yourself would be a very boring ending to your life

make a better ending and a better story

well, ,,, dont kill yourself,, i have contemplated it sometime, its not worth it for u cannot see what the future holds for u and ur life,, or if there is a future for any of us, but think about it some more, its not worth it,, how about insted of killing yourself,, you should put on the song ladies night on a boombox and have this positioned on your shoulder, smoke some bud and boogie on down your street,,dont kill urself

if i hear that song ladies night
i might just off myself

bad idea

dont listen to that song

suicide and suicidal thoughts are just selfish...get some counseling...

dude i know exactly how you feel. I have a friend that nobody like because people say he is annoying. His problem is hes too damn hyper all the time. if he would just chill and talk to people normally without pissing them off people would like them better.

And if people say you are annoying then dont even fuck with them anymore, just try to meet new people that have the same interest as you. And since you posting on cannabis.com im sure you wont have a problem finding people that have the same interest as you. :rastasmoke:

Whatever you do dont kill yourself.

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. :)

lol... from about 12 on up, i've had a total of 5 friends... 11 and younger, i had maybe 8? it's get lonely somtimes, but i just try to not let it bother me...

sometimes people suck and you just have to ignore them. I didnt have very many friends my last few years of highschool, and it really does get better with time. Right now just focus on school and do your best to get your grades up so you can try to go to a community college. maybe take up a hobby or something that makes you feel good about yourself.

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Originally Posted by napolitana869

sometimes people suck and you just have to ignore them. I didnt have very many friends my last few years of highschool, and it really does get better with time. Right now just focus on school and do your best to get your grades up so you can try to go to a community college. maybe take up a hobby or something that makes you feel good about yourself.

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friends are important. being wise about who you allow in your life is even more important.
you are only 17. friends will come. it is ok to have boundries.

dai*ma:stoned:
i got an old friend whose seen me at my worse
she cant tell if i'm a blessing or a curse
but she always shows up when the chips are down
thats the kind of stuff i like to be around;)

as a child i had quite a few friends.
as an adolescent i had no friends.
as a young adult i bounced back and forth between the two.
now i'm an old fart with only a few good friends.

shit happens, things change.
i'm glad now that i didn't off myself during the low points and you will be too.


if not, you can always kill yourself later.
i did.