Really Really Blagged Head

Okay, this might sound like a diary entry lol so bare with me.

Ive been all day without any weed (excusing some at like 1am on the way home from a party) and its the first day in about 3 - 4 months i've not had any. It's not because of a resolution or anything (Although i am trying to cut the ammount i spend on it) its just the dealer couldn't sort me out today.

But my head today. i don't know. just how i feel today. it's quite possibly the feeling of being sober (e.g. not stoned)

You can probably tell by the style of writing, the coherence of this all. My head feels so strange. There's so many things rushing around in there. and i really dont like it. It's really horrible. i feel like something's missing.

Does anyone else get this or similar when they've not smoked in a while?

It makes me feel bad, like im addicted:S (just a side note, i don't smoke cigs or drink alcohol (so im not hungover) or anything else that would cause symptoms but i do live in europe so i usually roll about 30% bacci in with biffs)

It's really not a nice feeeling i just wanted to know if anyone else had it or if i'm maybe smoking to much for my body or something.

Worse part about it, is i'm quite certain that one way to get rid of the problem is either to smoke some weed or to stick with the feeling until it wears away and stop smoking.

Thanks in advanced.