im miserable and i dont know why

today i was trying to tune my drums and all of the sudden, i snapped, i cant think straight, i actually thought about cutting myself and stopped myself after i found a sharp object, everything feels unreal, i feel like suicide is the only way but i would never kill myself.. i dont want to feel miserable anymore what do i do.. im not on any drugs right now.. it went from anger, to miserable... i feel anxious, i dont want to smoke weed to make it go away because this is more serious than ive ever gotten

write a song

"IM MIS-RABLE AND I DONT KNOW WHY!!!!
THINGS JUSTFUCK UP NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY!!!!!
ID SLIT MY WRISTS BUT I DONT WANNA DIE!!!!!!"

Instead of telling us stoners from all over the world who can't personally help you, tell someone who CAN help you.

Don't wait any longer my man. ~

If you are like me, then taking its a plant's advice isn't for you.

If you aren't crazy though, then do what he said.


Otherwise do this, find a corner and lean your head into it, when your head is in the corner put all your weight on it. Then muble and talk to yourself about the problem till dawn, then reflect.

Shoulda been friends with Jesus Christ. Either that or smoke 10x more Budda.

hahah u vent to a bunch of stoners..and yet u dont accept any of the advise given? lol wth do u want us to do? feel sorry for u? lolz ...wat a sap

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Originally Posted by sgS2

hahah u vent to a bunch of stoners..and yet u dont accept any of the advise given? lol wth do u want us to do? feel sorry for u? lolz ...wat a sap

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what the fuck i haven even responded yet

and im not asking "stoners" im asking human beings

all of you who are assholes can go fucking die

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Originally Posted by wayoftheleaf

If you are like me, then taking its a plant's advice isn't for you.

If you aren't crazy though, then do what he said.


Otherwise do this, find a corner and lean your head into it, when your head is in the corner put all your weight on it. Then muble and talk to yourself about the problem till dawn, then reflect.

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I don't know if im crazy but i sure do think about alot of weird things, i think about how were made up of cells, atoms, matter, its so odd, i think about how the world is a shithole, i htink about how the hell did an anti drug law get passed if its unconstitutional

i wrote this while i was still blinded with misery, i dont know who else to talk to

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Originally Posted by AlwaysBlazed

what the fuck i haven even responded yet

and im not asking "stoners" im asking human beings

all of you who are assholes can go fucking die

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Seriously, don't listen to them it is best to ignore those kind of people they are just assholes looking for attention, but honsetly it's good you have come to forawrd to try and vent. But with suicidal thoughts it's always a good idea to talk to a professional, I go to a wonderful counselor here in my town, but it's still good just to talk to your friends and family about these kinds of situations.

I personally have gone through a similar sutation, but mine went a bit farther to actually cutting, one thing that helped was to still smoke, but in very small amounts not so much to actually get high. Also you might try getting out more, hang out with your freinds more. I'm sure you can always vent on here, but again you probably want to see a proffesional about this. Also remember talking to someone about your problems always helps at least a little.

edit: your not crazy a lot of people have this problem every now and then but some are complete assholes and wont admit it and resort to insults.