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lately i have been smoking all day long to try and get away from pretty moderate depression that i've only recently discovered i've had for going on a few years now. i completely rely on dope to get me through my thoughts of negativity/uncertainty/trying-to-be-someone-else that occur all the time...it's getting pretty pricey now too...
so is anybody else like me? anybody else depend on mary jane to make their obviously shitty life have less shittyness going on?
dont use weed as an escape.. its just not good.. there are certain times when i blaze cuz im really pissed or somethin like that, but other than those times i just blaze it cuz its somethin that me and all my friends love to do and its just great..
I started weed as an escape, but I don't use it like that anymore.
I doubt that it would be possible for me to use cannabis to escape negative thoughts as I usally sink deep into my own mind and simmer in a pool of my own thoughts.
I use it to relax and chill, at the end of a day, and to help me sleep.:jointsmile:
thats how it goes....
"if i dont smoke, then i aint smilin, i aint eatin, i aint sleepin, and I aint fuckin with no broads if I aint weeded, cant let em stress my mind, ill get with ya'll later, when I get high" - krayzie bone
hmmm...doesn't sound like a healthy thing to me. weed stops being a hobby and starts being a problem when you use it for the wrong reasons, but hey, to each his own.
i have smoked all day every day for 25yrs not trying to escape as i know there is no escape just love being stoned .about 5 yrs ago i stopped smokin for 6 mths just to prove a point that im not dependent on it.
you need to make a list of the things that are bothering you in your life. what do you want to be? why aren't you there? if your depressed, it's usually because there is something that is supposed to be in your life taht isn't. sit down and try to understand wahts eating at you, then set about to change it. unless you want to spend the rest of your life stoned and sad. I was this way a feew years ago and found my ttrue calling in life. music. I now know that i want to be a recording engineer and play music with my friends. (money or not, i'll be happy). find what makes you happy and embrace it entirely whether its a person, a hobby, etc... you can get through it man but its gonna take some effort on your part. the biggest thing to remember is that healing takes time and you can't expect results from no effort. baby steps my friend. you will get there.
good advise,also remember who u are,dont try to be someone else,people will respect you for it,if they dont they have the problem not you,best of luck in the new yearQuote:
Originally Posted by hempilation311