"problems"

do you ever wanna be someone else walk in someone elses shoes,
do tha things they do,
wanna have a happy life too,
i know i do,
but lifes got me down an i got too many issues,
to much shit in my head to live normal like you,
sometimes i jus feel like im under water holdin my breath,
but wit no breath im graspin every ounce of what i got left,
sittin under water only waitin fer death,
society tells me im not normal at all,
even though i got so much shit on my chest i still support yall,
but i jus get kicked down an im wonderin why i even try at all,
sometimes i think of quittin on life,
giving up on everything but it jus dont feel right,
id rather end someone elses life tonight,
dont get me wrong i prolly wont but this is jus tha thoughts in my mind,
like i said i got issues,
somethin in my head jus aint workin right,
but i guess tha fact remains my problems are what makes me me,
i embraced all my bullshit to put it to rest,
an now its easier to see,
easier to sleep an bein my best,
now i found society is tha real problem an how it lied to me,
tryin to tell me what i like or whats fly to me,
tryin to control my mind an creating these binds i feel from time to time,
i try to ignore this one but its too big to hide,
everytime i try to forget it jus piles inside,
thses stacks of problems are gettin to high,
im alwayse on edge now an ready to go bolistic,
i tryed prayin to god but noones listenin,
who was it that said when all else fails turn to religeon,
well when i got tha busy signal i was trippin,
i had one last hope with tha razor rippin through my vein,
thats when it hit,
holy fuck maby im insane,
i was hearin it for years but i thought they was only joking,
but when i was choking on life nobody was joking,
lifes too short but i say its too slow,
when something makes you feel like shit it dont go by quick u know,
livin life day by day but every day feelin low,
this is no way to live but lifes all i got so will i give it up, fuck no,



noone was in chat an i was bored..............again,

peace

Wow dude. i can relate to a little of that.

Wierd. Your fuct though, that for fucking sure.

But keep on rocking.

;)
Res...

awesome babe like always ;)

I like it as well, always a pleasure read and is better than wastin time watchin tv. Alot of action goin on in that, Ever read the book go ask alice? That reminds of that book.

wow..its like reading my own words. thats amazing...
your amazing
good job bags :D