How old were you

When did you realized the world/reality is full of pain and suffering? No one asked us to live on plant earth..We were sent here by parents. I am scared to have kids because why would I want them to grow up in this wasteland called earth? To feel pain for the first time, To feel a deep sorrow. And than put them threw the brainwashing school systems where they break you like I was broken. And than to enter the endless struggle of the rat race, Forsed to learn the ways of the world or parish tryin. You are just one out of a billion apon billion other people that wonder this earth. Everyone seems depressed, No one seems happy everyone is out for themselfs. The World does not care if you "succeed" in this life or not.

I guess I started realizing the truth after Mary Jane opened my eyes.

Why are we HERE???

All and all, your just another brick in the wall..

i never felt it that strongly but...i knew the world was fucked once i graduated high school and was finally pushed into tthe real world...its a cold place out there man, dog eat dog kinda world...and i refuse to break my fuckin back making someone eles rich so i guess im kinda at a disadvangtage from the beggining...

Be the change you want to see in the world...might rub off on others...

You shouldn't worry about all the bad things, you should enjoy the good.

I guess it was when I moved to Canada from Holland. I got jumped by a couple guys and they really fucked me up leaving in the hospital for a few days, followed by months and months of rehabilitation, mentally and physically. I'm a very bitter person because of it.

I'm not bitter in a sense where, I won't help an elder out, or give my seat the girl with to the baby carriage, I do that shit, but when it comes to the actions that human beings choose to make, is what bothers me. What bothers me the most is us humans want others to fix what we have destroyed. When will we learn? :(

Then things started coming into play after that. Kids were harsh to me in hig school, then the Columbine shootings happened, then a bunch more copycat shootings followed, then 9/11 happened. I mean, we are watching a war live on television, watching people die, our own people die, for no good reason, AT ALL, and people wonder why this generation is so angry...because there is so much negativity being shown everywhere.

Creations wonder birthed
of a virginal mass
within this darkened void
life was born.

Mother earth
is but the hand of God
creating a paradise
even unto this day...

Existing to nurture mankind

The earth, the waters
the air, and life.
Dominion granted
over all these things.

A king of sorts
weâ??re living
within this
earthly realm...

Yes, in Eden we surly dwell.

:smokin:

(Perception is Everything, Lazy)

i know exactly what your feeling the world seems like a horrible place and with the way things are going were on a downward spiral, i relized this when i was fuckin 11 thanks to getting shit shoved in my face by other people but if more people relize the problems of the world and do more than saying screw it it doesnt effect me now, we might have the world going in the right direction

When I was a little kid.

Well I figured it out when I dropped out of school to help my mom recover. She had a gastric bypass (stomach stapled) and ended up in a coma for 3 months. I had to help her learn everything all over again. How to write how to feed her self how to walk. I dressed her wound which at the time was about a foot long and 4 inches deep she no longer has a belly button I love to tease her about that, I wiped her butt went the theraphy with her, I did everything. I realized life is too short to complain about the small things and to live life the best way you can. The world is cruel and harsh but only if you look at it that way. There are alot of beautiful things and nice loving people the world has to offer and you just have to want to see it.

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Originally Posted by PaRaNoIa

When I was a little kid.

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u need a hug:yippee:

I do..

Will you do the honors?:p