so i fucked up. really really fucked up. ive been taking care of my mom and got her this medicinal marijuana recommendation from a doctor and the whole works. im her caregiver. long story short, a guy im pretty chill with there knew i was having a bad day so he spent 5 dollars on me for a brownie and i got bored because they were stocking and not talking to me so i went out front and sat down on the sofa and when i should have just kept walking to my car i took a bite of the brownie in the waiting room and sure enough the boss comes out and grabs it out of my hand and yells "arent you a caregiver? you shouldnt be eating this?" and went back to yell at my friend i think but i took off. i feel so stupid for doing it. you have no fucking idea how retarded and ashamed i felt. i emailed another girl who works there and told her how sorry i am and what a fuck up i did. hopefully ill get a reply soon. i told my mom too and she says "well you just got too comfortable with them" and its true. so warning to all caregivers....dont fuck around like i did. because im too scared to go back. and much to embarassed to say im sorry in person. so anyways...i just needed to tell someone that.
thanks