Candyflipped

Well, I decided to candyflip this weekend. At 9pm I dropped a hit of acid and waited about an hour....then decided to take a tab. An hour after dropping the pill, things started to get weird. I'm at a party with about 7-10 other tripping people...a few of them are also flipping. When the roll hit, I was propelled into a cartoon world. I thought it couldn't possibly get any weirder...I was definitely wrong.

We're all just hanging out....Water color painting...when a couple of my friends who decided to candyflip too came in. Both looked extremely fucked up and drugged out. It was the most disturbing sight I have ever seen. Jaws forward and spouting off stupid shit that in no way made any sense....and they weren't just trying to fuck with people. I was absolutely disgusted by this...good thing they decdied to leave. After they left, I decided to drop 2 more hits...because I actually felt like things couldn't get any weirder again...heh.

We continued to watercolor....and smoke a lot of weed. I'm tripping the fuck out...full on visuals...fucking geometric patterns breaking down and overlapping all over in front of me. Everything was in octagons. It was crazy. Colors were shooting everywhere...and everything was super bright. The roll felt great still, and I decided to take it to the next level and start finger painting. Man, was that fun. Then, after a little while...beginning to feel fried.....we smoked some more weed in a hippie circle in the owner of the house's back yard. After a while, I realized that I was coming down from the roll....I started to feel a bit cracked out....as it WAS 8am the next morning.

Things continued to get worse after that. I tried to just pass out, because I know I looked as bad as I felt...but I was still tripping pretty hard. And we all know how easy it is to sleep on acid.

I decided to give up on the sleeping and go get some BOOZE! We started drinking at around 10am. And we finished the case by 2pm. Shit, I'm not drunk at all. I'm still tripping out. X_X

I decided to say, 'fuck it....i'm just going to keep drinking and I'll eventually fall asleep.' Well, at 6pm, we go on a MARIJUANA run...because we have been consistantly smoking the entire journey. At this point, I don't even know if I'm still tripping...or if I'm drunk...or if I'm drunk and tripping...and sleep deprived. As the night went on...I slowly felt the merger of tripping and drunk turn into drunk. Damn, what a nice feeling this was. No more tripping! There's another party at the same guy's house...except with more alcohol. So we all keep on partying, until we slowly drop 1 by 1. At around 3am, I finally decide to go to sleep.

After all of this, I decided that acid is a fucked up drug...especially mixed with ecstasy. Sure you gain 'perspective changing knowledge.' But when it comes down to it, you're just taking a drug to spin your mind in circles and see patterns. Of course, it's fun tripping nuts...but I've decided not to take it for a mind bending tool...and for what it really is - a drug. Acid is so easily available here...so it's easy to do it a lot. But, the thing is...it's just as bad as anything else when you don't keep it in moderation...because it is a drug.

...your mother must be so proud...

Because I do drugs? Oh shit, everyone else on this website does too. At least I'm doing it responsibly, not driving, and not letting it interfere with my working life, unlike the majority of drug users.

I was simply sharing my insight on my experience in hopes that other people might realize before they get themselves into it. Candyflipping is an amazing experience....but when it comes down to it, it is in the eyes of the beholder whether or not it is worth it. Of course, to me it was worth it...I had a blast and came to the realization that I don't want to experience it again.

I mean, honestly....how many people have never had a fucked up weekend? Oh, not many if you've ever taken any form of drug.

If you're going to flame someone for doing drugs, don't do it on a forum based around doing drugs.

Sound like one hell of a night mate.:) I can't get acid (although I'd like to.) At what point did you think that is wasn't all worth it?

It was worth it all...though, I probably won't do it again for a long time...if ever.

There is NO feeling that you will ever get that compares to the cartooned vison, incredible body high, and super fast mindset.

When it comes down to it, staying up for a really long time is just that....staying up for a really long time. That's why it's so mentally hexing, not because you took in several chemicals that alter your mental state the night before....right? Right. Sleep deprivation is a bitch....especially after what you went through the intensity of the first night. Staying up all night doing silly things is fun, though....isn't it? No, but the chemicals you took in made it really fun....that's what kind of turns me off to it.

So what your saying is that you would rather of found fun without chemical assistance?

Chemicaly induced fun is one thing but real fun is another. And of course real fun will last longer and won't mess you up in the future.

I'm saying that I had a blast...and I'm sure I would have had a blast either way. But the chemical mixing FORCED me to have a blast. You know what I mean?

With acid alone, you have the ability to not have fun. Acid mixed with ecstasy, you're being forced into that happy-go-lucky fun time. When the ecstasy wears off, you're sitting around tripping still...and cracked out. You've just been chemically drained of all of the fun you could possibly have...so, you need ANOTHER substance to remain 'sane.' Then you realize that you just haven't slept for a really long time...not because you had the choice of going to sleep or not going to sleep...but because you're being chemically forced to stay up for a really long time.

But, when it comes down to it...fun is fun...forced or not forced. But this kind of fun is just something I won't be repeating for a while...because it is not only physically exhausting...but it's mentally exhausting as well.

omg dude, where are you? i'll come and get acid man, god....i wish to god i could find some it was so fun the one time i get it and i've been wanting so bad to try it again. sounds like you had a good party :)