Words of Encouragement!!!!

I have been smoking heavily for 4 years and now that I`m out of college I had to quit in preperation for the job I wanted. I quit for 65 days. I home tested negative after 19 days. I`m 6"1' 180lbs with an average metabolism and I`ve been framing houses while I wait on my job to come open. I guess the work I do can be compared to working out and running a few times a week. I got word that my job may not come open until Christmas so I gave in a blazed on day 66. I got SOOO high it was incredible. I had never had a break that long since the first time I blazed (taking a break is really worth it!) but here is the encouraging part. the first day I smoked was a saturday. I smoked 2 joints and 2 bowls. The next saturday I smoked again...just one joint. The following tuesday I smoked a joint. I ordered some more home tests because I got worried about my job coming open. I took the test 9 days after I smoked and the line was as dark as it had been when I was super clean. I hope this is encouraging for people. 1) if you only smoke every once in a while, you get super high! 2) if you only smoke every once in a while, it`s not very hard to be clean on short notice. I`m sure I could have dilluted quite easily if I had had to. My smoking days are not near over but the days where I burn a quarter or more a week are! Temperance gets you STONED and gives you a CHANCE to be clean. I have a new smoking philosophy!!!:dance: