Hm...Ya know, I don't think I can tell.

So, wow. Whats up, guys? I haven't been on this forum in at least a couple months, but I logged on today to see some of the best ways to clean my pipe and save the resin. There are 20 pages of topics mentioning resin, but only about half of those are about how to clean your pipe, and most of those are just questions from people, and everyone else telling them not to ask because there are plenty other topics telling them how. lol! I thought it was hilarious!

In the end, lol, I just decided to go ahead and clean it how I usually do. Anyway, I got a huge ball of resin, and about half a bowl of shake resin, small little dry clumps of resin. The last time I smoked was just a couple days ago, I tried to smoke what I thought was a half bowl of pot that I "saved" 2 days ago for myself when I was fiending, but it was just a small hit and I barely got a headchange, lol. I actually thought it was pretty funny that I thought that that "bowl" was anything but a hit when I was high.

So anyway! Where was I?? .....OH YEAH! Man! My last couple weeks have SUCKED, guys! I've been sick as hell, first I came down with the flu and had a temp of 104, I was damn near delirious because I was laying in bed and I had to puke, and I thought I was in the bathroom already so I just leaned over and grabbed onto the "toilet seat", which was really just my leather computer chair, and just puked all over it. I didn't have much to eat, as I'd been laying it bed all day, but it was a nice, healthy dose of regurgitated orange juice and sprite. MMMMM!!

After I got over that, about 6 days ago, I came down with a cold, and bronchitis. I've coughed up blood 4 times, and my throat was so sore up until yesterday that I really couldn't eat much besides ice cream, very slowly, and cough drops. My throat's doing a LOT better, as am I because of the azithromyicine I've been on, but the thing the doctor gave me for my cough this, Tessalon Perles, makes me feel like I'm choking. I need to cough so bad, but it doesn't allow my lungs and diaphram to contract enough to cough, so I feel like I'm choking. Needless to say, I'm not going to take it anymore. I was literally freaking out, almost to the point where I think I was going to start hyperventilating so I didn't know what to do, so I thought, "Let's try smoking."

Right now, if you guys are even still reading, I but you're like, "Smoking when you can't breathe, good idea...DUMBASS!" But after I get done smoking, I actually cough less because I don't focus on the cough I guess, and so I thought it'd help. I cleaned out my pipe, as I mentioned earlier, and took some hits, I forgot how many, and now I'm doing really good.

I'm so high right now, it's to the point where it's like this is just one big dream, it feels like I'm still asleep right now in my bed and I'm just gonna wake up in a couple hours and go, "...whoa."

I was wondering why I felt so...weird about everything, so confused at everything, like a dream. Where you see everything, take it in, but don't really get it at that time. I looked online about this cough pill and they said that in rare instances it can make people feel dizzy, and confused. It's making me feel definitely confused about everything. Everything's...surreal.

I think I sort of like it. Like I really don't have to put up with reality anymore.

you are sooooooooooo

you get the point

I hope u have a complete recovery.. somehow I read all that, lol.. good idea on the smoking (cuz it worked.. other wise it woulda sucked, lol)..

i couldn't even begin to read that all...am I as high as you?

damn, i need to get me some of those cough drops lol