Will got kill me through marijuana?

Ok, I know this sounds stupid. But a long time ago I'm almost 95% positve I smoked laced marijuana and I was'nt sure if I would make it out of that situation. I was really really fucked up worse than I ever got on just weed and I dont know what the fuck was happening and I can barely remember anything. Too much to explain but if you were me and experienced it you'd probably think it was more than weed too, intense visual and audio hallucinations, weird body feelings (not like your typical indica body stone), weird out of body experiences and seeing life after my death. It was like watching a movie about the events around me after I died but anyways...I promised to God that if I made it past that night I would smoke marijuana again unless I grew it. And those were my exact words. Well..turns out a couple of weeks later I was back to buyin marijuana and I was smokin it. This summer I was sober enough to realize what I have done, I broke a promise. Do you think if I continue to buy marijuana from people eventually God will make me pay for the promise I broke through what I am vulnerable with..marijuana?

I used to make so many deals with god when I thought I was going to die, just tell god not to show you a sign if he thinks what you're doing is wrong. I mean, how can you sin if he doesn't show you a sign?

God knows you are not perfect, if you were you would not be human.You made a promise while fucked up,even our courts won't hold you to it.If you made a real promise you should keep it,but at worst you would be unreliable not evil.
God is not out to get anyone,your own actions punish you,not God. He is not so petty as to condem for being wrong, He made us warts and all, he loves us anyway.Any time you feel fear it is not from God.God is light God is love

Do you know how many promises God hears (if he's even listening) while someone is hugging the toilet puking his guts up?...."Pleazzze God! I'll never do it again!".....hehehe

God's not going to make you pay for your bad choices. They have their own 'built in' self-correcting mechanisms. Make wiser choices and you won't have to worry about whether God is going to bail you out next time or not.

Ok guys, I was just thinking about karma and stuff lol. I hope I'll be ok :p.

dude just start growing as soon as is feesible and i think he'll understand