Hey A/B here got a question

Having Asthma since I was a child now 48, I have heard if allot of people dieing from it, Once I talk to this guy that told me Provincial? my medicine was bad for my tic-er..So I started inhale pot and have been for year I even sign it to be legal on the California ballot..But I don't know how to get a prescription? for it one would think a doctor but I also have a dilemma I was hit while push my stall gl1000 i ROLL 100 FEET I was making good money at the time but I have not work now in two years my union Insurance ran out So are the people or organizations that can help me out with out having to go to welfare I just can't do that! I 'v always work and try to beat this plague I was born with..So I know too its going to be just as hard to get the money for it......But I got a rite don't I to die the way I want to die or heal myself in away thats works? I just don't know what to do? If there is anyone willing to help me I can also prove that I have had this all my life by my health records. I am not looking for a hand out just some one like me to help me ...Thax