Help me change my percpective

Hey , well , i have a problem - i really want to love to smoke weed , i mean , its fun and i have a great time , but a while back i was traumatized because my parents cought me (yeah i know). And now , i look at myself high as someone with the thinking abilities and to do things infiriorly. I want to change this. I used to hang out with some old friends (not friends w/ anymore) and we would smoke on weekends. But i was also so scared because his house was so small and his parents were always upstairs. His mom was deaf and she could smell everything and his dad was a hippie , but he was against it. Towards the end , i wouldnt have a good time when i was high , so i stopped and got more into sports , but i havent done it in suUUCHH a long time and i just bought a 40 bag of outdoor dank and me a friend are going to do it tonight.
Can you give me tips on how to overcome this feat of what ever i have , tbh , i dont know why i dont like it ... i used to really love it . I guess it has to do with the person / people you do it with. But since you guys are experts ... haha , i would like to hear some advice from you , if you know what im talking about...

-Thanks

Dude my best advice is to make sure you do it early enough...Lets say you go out at 7. Go to a place where nobody can bust you, just chill with your friends, maybe get some eyedrops for red eyes, get some axe to cover the smell. But make sure your with people you trust in a calm relaxing spot where you know nothing can go wrong and you can't get caught. Then toke up and have fun chillen. :rasta:

thanks , yeah man , i got the house to myself , so thats why im doin it.

it sounds like a bad case of circumstance
find the right place the right time and the right people

so long as you're relaxed when you start getting high, the company's good, and you've got a stack of your fave cds, the good times will roll quicker than you can...

Or just, hold off until you get older and get your own place. Nobody likes paranoia, you know?

If you like it, then you like it. Like Rhastus said, it's all about good timing.

yeah so true , i toked up last night , and i kept getting a little scared , but other than that i almost emidialtly forgot about it and started having a fun time . god them ramen noodles were good.

dude i dont know where esle to get it but at sheetz, but buy some ozium, which is a glycol based air sinitizer, so a one second spray will eliminate any odors where you smoke

yeah like the others i have to say set and setting. some people have some pretty harsh views on smokin bud, but others dont. try to be friendly with the ones that dont have harsh views on it and enjoy the time together. i think smoking isnt as fun when your by yourself, id rather toke with some friends, thats what its all about. the conversations with friends ive had when im stoned have been amazing. try the eye drops and axe spray and just be chill.

make sure to let weed grow into you, give it a few chances.

i'd really recommend smoking alone for once, but get pretty fucked. its amazing what the mind comes up with when theres no one around to interact with and you have your thoughts to yourself. truly amazing!