Oops-Sorry Bob...Hello. Maybe this one's right

I live in Panama City like one of your other respondants. Actually a little north of there. I've been a proponant of decriminization for a long time and especially for medical users. I actually did a paper in high scholl way back in 1973 advocating decriminalization, I got a B+. I also got busted for possesion twice back in the day. Now I'm retired from the Air Force and get Social Security disability,(I hurt my back, 30% from VA.) Now, I want to re-indulge. My problem is scoring. I don't even know the correct terminology anymore. I ordered some seeds from BC Bud but I never got them. They debited me $45 and refuse to pay it back. I guess I was ripped off. So I decided to try and ask somebody. I approached some earing wearing, tatooed guys at a Spencer's at the mall. They said they were "very drug-free." How humiliating! I sure felt stupid. I read at webehigh.com about a likely spot and probably will go there but I'm still feel kinda dumb. I'm pretty sure anybody I approached would be put off by an old, straight looking, dude (but at heart just an old hippy) approaching them.
Again, I really support what you do. I'd really appreciate you, or anyone for that matter, that might have any suggetions, or just thoughts, about my pot situation.