Dying for Justice in Ontario, Canada

I have Stage Three Kidney Cancer. I have other conditions that are life threatening as well. I remain alive for now.
Sometimes, when I take my medications in the morning, I cannot keep them down. I take two medications to help me keep my other pills down, but since they are pills, they donâ??t always work.
Some days I cannot eat. I feel far too nauseated. I have lost weight and continue to lose it.
There is a drug that can keep me alive, but it is illegal and hard to obtain. If access isnâ??t the issue, then financial problems become the issue, as it is expensive to purchase.
I have two letters from Doctors stating that I have Cancer, but I cannot get an exemption signature. I suppose it doesnâ??t really matter, as access and cost are an issue.
I cannot grow. I did grow out three successful harvests a few years back, but I got caught.
I canâ??t grow anymore where I live and I cannot afford to move.
I live on a small disability pension that makes the drug I need to live, out of my price range.
Since it is illegal, it is not covered under any plan.
It is the only drug I know of that can prevent me from dying. I alive against the odds, in no small part, due to my Marijuana useage.
I used to try to fight back and complain loudly and I even had a picture of me smoking a joint on the police station steps in the local newspaper to call attention to my plight.
I am too tired all the time now to fight. My health is getting worse.
I donâ??t have any Marijuana, because unless someone â??giftsâ?? me with some, I cannot afford it even if I could find it.
I sold everything I have of value to stay alive. I donâ??t have much left to sell, but I am in the process of selling the few possessions I have left. I am doing this in the hopes that I will have the money, should I find some to buy somewhere.
In the meantime, I sit here without the drug that helps me.
I do believe that I will die due to this gross injustice in the Medical and Legal systems.