First time tripping

last nigth i experienced one of my scariest and greatest things in my life all at the same nigth

that nigth i will for sure never forget

anyway hope you will enjoy

I took some ritalin pills last nigth i took 4,30 mg ritalin uno pills(i have done it often before and never had any
prolem with it )i was bored and just wanted to go to sleep
so i decided to take 1 sleeping pill (stilnoct,i think its called stilnox in usa)

Anyway after about 20-30 min or so nothing
happend and i still cant get some sleep .So im just laying on my bed,at that moment i start to see things
like snakes ,olso my curtains seemed to be alive and breathing,i just thougth it was my imagination or something so
i just tryed to ignore it

i thoughed maybee i was tripping?,nahh i said to my self that you cant trip from 1 sleeping pill and some ritalin at least i have never heard of anything like that before
after 5 mins or so i was finding it hard to move,i try to stand up and walk but i bearly could so i just laid back to bed

soon i couldnt move,at that point im beginning to think im going insane because i had no idea what was going on
(i had no idea that i was tripping)

Suddenly i get filled with some very negative feelings that ive never felt before,i feelt like i was full of some unkown evil feelings rushing up and down my body at that point my thougths went really insane
i was really worryed because i thought my body would not handle all those feelings and it would explode :)yup that stuff really fucked me up

after a few mins of that nonesense ,i could move again ,after that i got calm as i knew that i was not insane
i knew it was just the drugs.
now i just feel sober really,i could think clearly etc

And now the fun begins i noticed some coulours moving on my wall and i looked at my computer screen and i could see all kinds
of cretures reaching out of my screen,i remember i saw a sharks face reaching out of the screen,and some strange frog
who would wear clothes.Snakes,etc but they always just reach out of the screen and went back in after 1-3 sec or so
exept one time when some spiders jumped out of the screen and landed on the floor and started running around that kinda freaked me out :)
(i noticed that whatching the computer screen made me trip alot more , i dont know why )
hehe i think Ã* stared at the screen most of the nigth and it was really entertaining i saw things that cant be described with words


some things i remember seeing

i olso remember whatching the screen and the screen sometimes started to melt and fade away etc

i remember i saw a woman dressed in white clothes surrounded by darkness and hands were reaching out of the darkness
trying to grab her

i saw a woman staring at me after some time she takes up some creepy wodden mask and puts it on her face
i also see thare is man over there with her but i cant see his face i try again seeing his face and then i can see who it is
its me yes myself he stares at me for a while and puts some wodden mask on face and then dissapear

i olso saw some painted picture on my wall wich seemend to be of the beatles but im not sure couse i didint see it veary clearly




6-7 hours later im still hallucin a bit ,if i look at the caples at my floor they start spinning around etc
and...
Theres an empty class on my desk
if i look at it for a few sec i can see it slowly filling up with some black liqiud





i find it really strange that i actually tripped by those drugs and such a low dosage

Just my Professional Opinion.

Ed

dude thats fucked up isnt ritalin dangerous? lol..i think even low doses for kids with a.d.d. can givethem problems when they are older. =/