To get over someone.

Okay I have a problem,

I really liked this girl 2 years ago when I ment her In class she set next to me.
Had a crush on her for like a year half. Me and her usta talk everyday for up to 6 hours at a time. I could talk to her about anything and everything. It seams like she was the only one I could ever have a real conversation with. We were like best friends. And I asked her out and she said yes. After going out for a month we get in to a fight I brake up with her for some reason I dont know why. And Then couple weaks go bye before Her and I start talking again. Then we become friends agian. Every thing was cool for a month or so. Then one day she told me to give a note to one the teachers that It was a secret. And then later that day at school After lunch time we were at the locker (She was my locker partner). And we were messing around and I pushed her in to the locker a little to hard Seamed kinda mean I didn't even mean to do it. 2 hours later we are in 5th hour. We are cleaning out our lockers. She comes up to me. Stares deaply In to my eyes. Ask If she can get a hug. And I was pissed off about something else. And said no and walked away from this girl I loved alott. The next day I come to school. Her stuff Is gone. One of my friends tells me she left. And I still havnt saw her yet its ben 5 months. One of her friends told me she dont want shit to do with any one from that school. She never gets online anymore. I done know her phone number. I just dont see how this can happen. Every one was friends with her she was one of the most nicest girls. Careing, Friends with every one. It just seams kinda hard to forget some one like that. You always kinda think what could of ben. Now ever girl just seams like another girl. Is it normal to feel like this? To hold on to the past and memories. I just dont understand Why this all happend.

The simplest of things can bring up the past.
And Its the pain of not being with her all over agian.
And Even If I saw her It wouldnt be the same. Alott of things happen over time. If I ever saw her agian I dont even know what I would say. Why do I feel like this. Any one know what the best thing for me to do?


Laugh all you want. I will only see you as ignort.
Sorry for the spelling errors. For Iv'e ben up 34 hours.

im kinda going through the same thing as you. It's a shock, and you'll always think of the memories, i know i do. I dont think i'll ever really get over my ex.

But like people told me, best way is to take your mind off of it, channel the upset anf frustration into something productive.

And dont wank over her, i did it with my ex and it bought back too many memories, then i got my screen sticky

And dont worry man, no one will laugh at you. I think everyone has gone through something like this. Well, lost someone very suddenly

It's alright man. Just realize that, untill you find the right gal, they're all dust in the wind, transient clouds of affection that envelope you, and, if you're lucky, they stick around for awhile. And never, ever think that you fucked up and did wrong. you never do wrong if you learn by something.

But no other girl seams like her.
Every other girl I guess Is just another face in the crowd... =/

slap
slap
wake up
hello
your lucky
you get to fuck
as many hot chicks
as you can get
dont be sad
use your knowledge
to keep your dick moist

one day youll look back
and realized it was wasted time

life is good
go have some fun

You sound young...get over it. Not trying to be harsh, but that's the way 'puppy love' is. You're going to come across many girls and eventually woman that you feel are the 'one'.

Honestly, the best thing to do is look back on your relationship and think about what you did wrong or could have done differently. Learn from it. Apply it going forward.

As far as the person...I'm a firm believer in that if the love was truly yours to have, then it will return...

Yea, I know what your saying.
Love Is love. But when Its your first love its sorta hard to forget.

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I just dont understand Why this all happend.

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After going out for a month we get in to a fight I brake up with her for some reason I dont know why.

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And we were messing around and I pushed her in to the locker a little to hard Seamed kinda mean I didn't even mean to do it.

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She comes up to me. Stares deaply In to my eyes. Ask If she can get a hug. And I was pissed off about something else. And said no and walked away from this girl I loved alott.

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I dont know why.... I didnt mean to.... I was pissed off about something else... I said no... I walked away...

I've never ever had a guy say no to a hug. or anything else. a hug. it's such a simple thing to do for someone you care about.

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And never, ever think that you fucked up and did wrong. you never do wrong if you learn by something.

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hurting people is wrong and people learn at the expense of others all the time. withhold love from another and you withhold love from yourself. you're not ready for a relationship. get to know yourself. love isn't love til you give it away.

you know, 10 months ago..I was in a fatal car accident. Both my boyfriend and I died..slammed into a tree at over 120mph...we were taken out by the jaws of life, flown to the hospital..we both had HORRIBLE TBI[traumatic brain injury]. They didnt think either of us would walk, they thought our memories would never be the same, they thought we just werent going to be the same people any more.
My boyfriend had surgery on his brain more than 4 times. I was in the hospital for 2 weeks, brain and spine rehab for a month...boyfriend was in the hospital for a month, same rehab for 3. I hadent seen him and when I did he had a trake in his throat, his left eye as well as mine are fucked up..he can no longer see out of his, but I can fortunatley see out of mine still.
I went to visit him a couple more times. He being japanese, his families 'traditions' or what the fuck ever made it impossible for me to see him, even when I went to visit and was broken down into tears. And we had been dating for a year and his family seemed so sweet ! They seemed like they actually liked me !
But the last time I went to visit him, I caught him in the hallway of the rehab gonig back to his room..I was so excited, I had been with his friends there too.. he was smiling, he seemed happy to see us. Just then, his mother and sister come out and rush him to the room..pulling him with all they've got..he was trying to tell them to stop, trying to pull away put they wouldnt stop. They slammed his room shut and I burst into tears. I couldnt take this anymore !
his father was there still, trying to explain that 'oh, he's better physically, not mentally..check back ina couple weeks' he said this EVERY FUCKING TIME I WENT TO SEE HIM ..so I just went on a rampage..I got so pissed off, I just started yelling all I felt about the situation.
I asked WHY he would do that to his son, to us. Why couldnt we see him, he seemed so fine, he smiled..he remembered us..I Could tell in his eyes, I KNOW HIM. WHY WHY WHY...
but his father being the foriegn fuck he is tries to tell me he doesnt remember us or anything having to do with me or his friends or anything huge in his past like that...I was so mad. I couldnt believe this at all.
His mother coems out of the room, trying to 'calm me down' by telling me that he doesnt remember us and he wont for a long time and hes not the same anymore...i wanted to punch that bitch in the face.
THEN, to top it off, his sister storms out of the room and yells that she told us not to be popping up..I told her she could never tell me such a thing. and she grabs my arms, attempting to hurt me in some way? I pulled away from her in a second tops..I told her to never touch me again. SHE DOES IT AGAIN...I repeatedly told her not to touch me. I didnt want to start anything with her, I wanted to see my boyfriend again..
her parents tell her to go in the room and she storms off in a huff. I screamed at them that if they didnt want me there in the first place they could of at least fucking TOLD me.
That was the last time I ever saw him.
we talked once on aim a couple months afterwards...but thats all i've heard of him. he remembered me...down to my fucking lip piercings and when we went to prom, he remembered it all.
and what we had, what we have..its so flawless. never argued, never fought, we're perfect for one another. I kid you not, there was no problems in that relationship.
and he was stolen away from me...hidden..and I cant do a god damn thing about it.
and YOU ...YOU want to talk about a hard time? heh...you've got it easy, my friend.
Just be lucky you had a chance with her, that's all I can say. Just be thankful you got that chance to have her in your life.
Anything could be drastically changed in your life like that in a second. just be thankful...be thankful and learn a thing or two from your woes

seems to me like she moved away and the note she asked you to give to the teacher was her note telling the school she was transfering you should have hugged her when she asked you for one she probably took that and the shove into the locker that you hate her you gotta find a way to make things right find out where she is talk to her again and apologize 5 months is a long time

and i know what you mean about things bringing up memories of people you love i have a mascara stain on my sheets that wont wash off and everytime i look at it im reminded of all the good times and all the hurt i went through with the girl i talked about in a post a few months back

just try to apologize to her or do something else to take your mind off it