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okay guys, so here's what happened:
last night i was over at one of my buddies' houses, and we couldn't get any weed. he has add and takes concerta for it, so we decided to pop some concerta and shit like that (i took 2 and snorted 1/2 of one). Well everything's goin great and we're having a blast, so we plug in monty python and the holy grail, and start watching. well, it gets about 1/2way through it (we were after the castle anthrax scene) and i start feeling really bad vibes coming from everywhere, especially the movie, so i say "dude, we REALLY need to turn this shit off. it's, like fucking evil." and he senses something's going wrong w/ my trip/high, and he cooperates. so no matter what i do, i can't shake these bad feelings off of me, and i decide it'd calm me down in we went in the guest room and watched tv for a while. BAD IDEA!!! drawn together was on, and for no reason at all, the show starts scaring me soooo bad, and i just shut it off, and start looking around the room, and i notice a mirror that's divided into 3 parts on top of the dresser, and i see my buddy's reflection in all three, and its like something out of the shining, and this kind of shit jsut keeps going on for what seems like hours, and im just so scared of anything i see, even my own reflection, and im just curled up in a ball on the bed (he later told me that i was shaking like a motherfucker), not wanting anything to come near me, but teh last thing i want is for my friend to leave the room (i was afraid of something getting me or something while he was gone) and so we just sit there for a while, me scared shitless by everything i see and him trying to calm me down by talkin to me n shit, so finally, i just jump off the bed and run straight into his room (where we were watching monty python) and then i just stand in the corner (im much calmer now, and not really scared of anything anymore) and all of a sudden i start having thoughts of stabbing him and going downstairs and stabbing his parents and just leaving and shit. eventually, i calm the fuck down and i end up in this apathetic mood about everything and im just sprawled out on his bed, not caring what happens next. i was just "there". But finally i come out of it all, and i feel perfectly fine now.
All in all, it was the worst drug experience i've ever had. do you guys think this is just a bad reaction because ive never done any drugs like this before, or just "speed" doesn't mix with me? i'd really like you guys's experienced opinions on this. it was just crazy, but i kinda wanna do it again...go figure...:o
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haha! problem solved! i figured out what went wrong! i overdosed!! yay for my stupidity....lol
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Still seems a bit unusual to me. I've never heard of a reaction like that but maybe it's just the combonation of how much you did and how it reacts to you. I'd be hesitant to do the same amount again, maybe back off a notch or two and work your way back up. Or just hit some shrooms or acid, you might be more mellow on that. Trip on man.
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yeah dude lol i wanna shroom it the fuck up, but i have no clue where to get them in this town!!! aaaaah! lol
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Just ask around. Try all the drug dealers and connections you know. Lots of weed dealers around here keep shrooms on hand as well. Keep trying man cause if you're that pumped you'll probably have a good time. Good luck.
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Well if I ever see a triple homicide on the news I'll think of you.
awful, horrible situation to be in...long read...
awful, horrible situation to be in...long read...
awful, horrible situation to be in...long read...
absolutely. I have a friend who's boyfriend literally went schizo after a shroom trip. Well, he was always schizo, and it was obvious in retro spect, but the shrooms definately accellerated some of his tendencies. Moral of the story is that particular drugs and even drugs in general aren't for everyone. Maybe you should work through your experience a little before considering trying shrooms.