irrational fears

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I get these paranoid fears. and it sucks. i thought there was a clown in my living room waiting to kill me, so i just staid in the kitchen and didnt make a noise for like 30 mins.. it always end up with me wasting time thinking too hard about things.
none of my fears have any real problem........ like...? idk.
there is no reason for them.
it happens even when im not high.
idk, this is pretty unimportant, but i was wondering if anyone else knows what im talking about.
it's sorta like all of my child-hood fears came back.. and this time they're staying.. idk? mabey i should just smoke a bowl and calm down.
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i think that's something like obsessive compulsive, im not sure.

ive been told by my psychiatrist that i have obsessive compulsive symptoms from anxiety, but ive also been told i have bipolar type 1.
so im kinda a mess, but when i smoke the weed.. im totaly the most
chill and calm person.
i came up with the name paperlunatic when i wasnt high. lol

lol well cannabis DOES stabalize a lot of the body and mind, i'd just keep toking it up :)

Face your fears, dont be scared of a clown in your house!!
go and prove to yourself that there is nothing in there!!
Leave yourself open for attack in your room....
Because there bltently isn't going to be abything in there.....lol

hahaha sounds like your just paranoid dude.....

skitzo

lol haha thats a bit messed up bro, hope that shit stops.

i must confess, i feel like this too. I was afraid that the DEA was tapping my phone and hanging around my house. I also recently moved to a small redneck community, its pretty conservative, so if I wear something like a tank top or tighter jeans I get stared at(i think???) and sometimes I think Im being stalked by a few locals....I just had a baby and it could be post partum OCD...I hope it goes away.

now imagine 99% of the population had irrational fears..
about some dormant [towards attacks on US soil] terrorist group
but it was just gov't propoganda:
"they are 'sophisticated enemy', we must update to correspondence with technology"

I have a fear of those huge grey power cable things. Theyre so scary.

Edit: electricity pylon, thats the word.