Left in ruins.

As I sit here in front of my pc online its like talking to a robot so to speak with all the Bull thats spread about Marijuana from the feds who cant seem to clean their own diapers for the fear is only for the smoker who has the courage to stand up & shout for the freedom you are denied.

I smoke about a Z a month when I dont get ripped off by all the dealers when I asked my MD's here in NY for medical Marijuana they laughed at me even though im fighting Cancer & a few other painful ill's plus the violence over Buds is pothetic last summer 2005 my dealer of 5 years ripped me off for so much cash I wanted to do what you would see on dateline lol = went to buy a qp and got a z with a gun in my face telling me I had to find a another dealer that he didnt want Cancer freaks around him at the time I had lost 60lbs of wieght & looked like a vegi' that day I lost all my friends & have been own my own seeking buds ever since forced to ride a mt bike to the city alot from the woods and hills 20 miles away.

My Mds would rather give me lortabs that change my personality to the worst=wtf =ftw:pimp:

I'm sorry. :(

New york is some tough shit getting buds up there.. i lived up there for two years -- its a pain in the ass and finding someone reliable is even harder --- Im printing out 1000 copies of the marijuana manefesto and distributing them throughout my area. Also adding a PLease visit Www.Cannabis.com and register at the forums at the bottom of it ---- so expect alot more users from nashville Tennessee
Its through small acts like this that we can help legalize marijuana in our country. The prohibition will end

That hurts my heart bro that you are being denied meds and that piece of shit dealer :mad:
Have you considered M.O.M if you research thoroughly enough there are lots of vendors committed to helping out med users, but be careful theres lots of scammers too

He didn't want "cancer freaks"..... WHAT!?!?! I don't even understand what kind of fucking logic that is. what are you gonna do, cough on him and give him cancer? some people's stupidity is just incomprehensible.

Wow, that's just cold. It's a shame that some of the violence that plagues other drug scenes has been increasingly seeping into the MJ scene. For some people, it's all about the almighty dollar. When I was NJ, I was lucky to have a friend that used to supply me when I sold. When I 'retired', he became my 'private' dealer...he only dealt in bulk, no street sales. So I could always trust I was getting what I paid for and sometimes got a little extra.

I hope you can find someone that can help you. You should check out the MOM scene. I'm trying to break into it myself but it seems that most of the people I've been contacted by are scammers. Still trying to find someone legit.