so long and thanks for everything

I've decided to give up drugs and alcohol. Mostly cuz I feel stoned or drunk anyways and last night when I drank even though I only had a 40 it just wasn't enjoyable i had to keep bouncing so i wouldn't feel to nauseous. the last few times i smoked weed I heard voices (and a few times w/o drugs[i heard voices]) so I figure whatever damage I've done (I doubt its from weed probably from the DXM) is done but I shouldn't entice it by falling into old patterns.also this is after not doing anything since febuary.


I'm not doing this for anyone other than myself. I can't go on living like this I don't think drugs are meant for me. They are meant for some people, but for others then cause nothing but heartache and detachment from reality when ever I'm on anything whether it's alcohol, weed or whatever I can't figure out what is real. Their's also been times i don't know what is happening is real and been perfectly sober like here's an exerpt from my live journal.

"Losing My mind!

and it sucks. I just wanted to say if you've ever heard voices then you'll understand if not then you can only guess. So out of the blue I start hearing the voice of this little girl talking about anti-semetism and preaching Hitler's philosphy it goes on for a night I don't even get my Humanties done because of the bitch.But she sounds so sweet that you want to believe what she is saying is true but you know that she's evil. that night I have a dream about a conspiracy where the US Government caused the Tsunamis because in my dream dolphins controlled the waves so the Govn't sent out this sonar missle that disoriented the dolphins causing the tsunami this was so we could go in and help because of the war in Iraq and how that made us look at the time. the sucky part is I wasn't on drugs"

two nights later I heard a man's voice that was creepy telling me if the girl spoke again to locate the spot in my head she was coming from put a gun up to it and pull the trigger.

I love most of you have good lives and I will continue to support the legalization of Weed.

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I've decided to give up drugs and alcohol.

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You'll be back.

hmm ive had the voices too, do you smoke alot of weed, like slmost all day and almost everyday?

because ive always wondered if the voices were from the weed or from the fact that i have a genetic hearing loss that slowly gets worse, and im just hearing the range that ive lost.

i don't smoke alot i binge for 2 weeks at a time then nothing for months, I;ve never made up my mind to give up drugs and never had a bad of a time as i did last night with such little alcohol.

I smoke marijuana everyday but I dont get 120% blazed everyday, just enough to give me a balance between high and buzzed and to motivate me to do what I want to do or just relax and explore or unbore me but I dont hear any voices. If anything it might be the DXM though. I never done it by it self, only in a mixture called lean but never by it self and not that much either so meh I dunno. Maybe your just mental :).

I think the hearing voices part is not caused by weed. Maybe you are abusing prescription drugs, or huffing air duster? Could be you defective dna? Who knows!

weed can cause schizophrenic episodes...

wait let me rephrase that so nobody has a goddamn fit

weed can inhibit shizophrenic episodes if you are already prone to it


Ive heard voices when i was a heavy heavy smoker, but it usually only happened at night when i was outside, Id hear chuckling and whispering and sometimes i could make out what was being said. Probably just my subconcious tryin to fuck with me....

I say drop the booze and DXM or any other drugs for that matter and keep to a light cannabis use.

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i don't smoke alot i binge for 2 weeks at a time then nothing for months, I;ve never made up my mind to give up drugs and never had a bad of a time as i did last night with such little alcohol.

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First of all how do you binge on weed.......... i smoke about a quarter a day everyday.... that is what i do. weed is my antidrug.

Voices?
try this and get some help dude....Cann.com isnt worth it....whats next..you?
http://www.mentalhealth.org.uk/html/content/voices.cfm

good luck

I mean i smoke everyday for two weeks twice weekdays and all the time weekends.

a quarter a day bong??/ on a regular basis?? You a fuggin zombie? lol