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Well..I could've posted this in the experience section but I think the lounge gets more views so I wanted to get everyones attention and find out...when was the last time your high wasnt really all that good..better yet, when was the last time your high just was really fuckin bad?
The last time my high was bad was like..5 months ago when I thought I was gonna die cuz I smoked so much and my heart was beatin like a fuckin' drum lol.
yeah, me too. That was like two months ago. I get a litle murmer and sometimes it just goes wild.
My high tries to go bad everytime. Usually I've got bad anxiety with obsessive thinking, so it's not necessarily mentally healthy. I might just quit, because I believe that my mind can do just as much for me than what people believe marijuana does. I'd hate to think we were brought into this world without the means of survival or succession, and that we needed drugs to obtain certain state-of-minds.
About 11 yrs ago, wen i was a bit of an acid freak!
I too had this i found meditation was the key to acheiving inner peace and calm.Quote:
Originally Posted by Ganj
I now smoke on and off instead of daily, i too beleive my mind can do for me wt ppl think weed can do for them.
I cant say I really enjoy my high anymore - it just makes me feel sleepy and dull now. I never feel energised or get the giggles anymore, just very occasionaly. I'm sure its not the weed because everyone else that has bought it says its excellent weed,so maybe its just me :(
I get really para as well, my eyes go too red and my mouth goes too dry. I only really enjoy smoking before tucking into a huge meal.
If I'm in the passenger seat of a car and I'm smoking, I start getting para when I see cops or start thinking the car is going to crash and stuff.
The more you think about it though, the worse it gets, its hard to control your thoughts.
I feel ya sensi. Thats EXACTLY how I am now. I am probably going to quit for a month or two and try and get back on track. It sucks when I pass out at 9pm and wake up the next day thinking...wow what a waste of a nice night.
For bad highs...id have to say a day or two ago. My sister went to the store and I was sittin out back gettin stoned. So im decently ripped, you know..the whole stare at the ground for 5 minutes before realizing it. and my sister forgot her house key..so what does she do? does she knock nicely? no... she fucking bangs like 60 times and tries to open the door like crazy. Im freaking out so much(cause we were expecting someone to come fix some stuff in the house) im like rushing trying to hide everything and shit. i open the door and shes standing there. I was mad..but then I smoked some more ! haha
If your feel like sensi or enthused then quit.
Every1 claims not to be "addicted" to weed but when they want to quit they dont.
I toked daily and didnt miss a day for 3 years non stop - 1 -2 joints a day. I quit in febuary pretty easily. I did it to clean my mind sort out my head get rid of the fog clouding my thoughts, i did it to prove i could do it.
Im happy now, ive also took up meditating which i was suprised to say has changed my life.
If your thinking of quitting, if your thinking of taking a brake - DONT JUST SAY IT, DO IT.
Learn to appreciate the weed, or the weed will take control of you.
Also ive learnt to never smoke before 6pm thats just my personal preference, you will disagree with this but if you quit for a month u will then agree.
:)
I know, I know - I should quit if I'm not enjoying it but its so much of a habit now - my routine is work all day 9-5.30pm, go to the gym and workout then come home for a joint then dinner. If I dont have weed I'm not happy till I get some more. And I'm always getting weed for other people so its hard if I buy in bulk and there is free shit left over :stoned:
That feeling u get sensi onlys lasts a few days, learn to change your routine, dont live around weed, find something u enjoy to replace it even if its temporaily.
Meditation?
Yoga?
anything
all the best - i aint spoke 2 u in a while i hope ur ok. spk soon im off out now