im takin the SATs soon..but i smoke several(6-7/per day) times a day..and when im not high i just think about getting high..its not fun anymore..sure im happy when im high..but when i come down im all hella depressed thinkin about me fuckin up on SATs and not going to college..and my parents are the strict type when it comes to college and what not...i know its all in my head but i keep fuckin failin everytime i try to quit..im HIGH right now omg...lolzz..im not blaming the weed at all its my fault..im sure there are hella ppl that can stop easily for weeks even if they smoke everyday as well..but sadly i happen to not be that way..im like...a habitual personality type..ive been smokin daily for like a year..and the time has come to take the SATs and tryin to quit just aint workin :( like..wwhen im not smokin..i dont feel "right" ...thats so bad..lol i guess when i get into the habit of things..changing is always hard..yea its always been like that with everything actually..hm..but any words of advice..encouragement may not seem so big to u guys but it may just help me :] any input or thought even negative is welcome..:]