almost as depro as Kurt..

This is how I feel:

I`m feeling almost as depro as kurt cobain,
wish I fucking had some cocaine,
no matter what I do, everything stays the same,
In God`s name,
relese me from this paradise of tears,
I scream!!wu hears?
no one!I feel alone,
i don`t even wanna stone,
I`ve been alone all my live,
Ive been in heaven and in hell,
all I need`s the naerest hotel,
I need a jack daniel`s,
I`m full of bad luck spell`s,
What to do now?
ladies only want sex!
no believes in love no more,
all`s only about 2 score!
my dreams are like a broken mirror,
Blood and horror,
why to live without a dream?
what`s it worth to live then?
can`t take this shit!I`m done!
It only started as fun,
but end as pain,deepest deepest of pain....

Hey Swifty,

It'll pass
We've all been there :rolleyes:

Have a read of the following

Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all.
-Dale Carnegie

Listen to the Exhortation of the Dawn!
Look to this Day!
For it is Life, the very Life of Life.
In its brief course lie all the
Verities and Realities of your Existence.
The Bliss of Growth,
The Glory of Action,
The Splendor of Beauty;
For Yesterday is but a Dream,
And To-morrow is only a Vision;
But To-day well lived makes
Every Yesterday a Dream of Happiness,
And every Tomorrow a Vision of Hope.
Look well therefore to this Day!
Such is the Salutation of the Dawn!
-Kalidasa

Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them, and try to follow them.
-Louisa May Alcott

In the middle of every difficulty lies opportunity.
-Albert Einstein

Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, vision cleared, ambition inspired, and success achieved.
-Helen Keller

The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers.
-M.Scott Peck



Chin up Babe ;)

Lulu xx

wow so many ` things dude life may seem so hard right now but it all gets better ive been down so low too, but life gets better dont do coke to addictive just smoke up a bowl and life will seem better i know u say you dont want to but just do it!

I know how you feel, and youll get through it. Its an empty horror thats haunts you. Not literally. But i know how you feel.

Sparking up a bowl once and a while helps me see the fun in thing.s

Like right now, im smiling.

Everyone gets like that sometimes, what helps is having people around you, comforting you, helping you out..


I used to get like that myself, til one day i smoked a bong, sat there and took a long look at my life and i literally thought "hey, i havent got it so bad".. i realised that the things that were depressing were the trivial things, the things that dont matter in the long run.. that day was probably the turning point in my life and ive been happy ever since.. i dont get depressed any more, i have difficulty getting angry, i smile when anything bad happens and comfort people when something bad happens to someone else... i hope everyone has a day like that in their lives, where they can realise theyre not so bad off after all

I'm wearing of people claiming to be as depressed as kurt, often its 15 year old kids who listen to too much nirvana, i guess part of me hopes you are one of those, being genuinly depressed is a big issue, maybe ur just glum?

Did you know that Kurt used to do paintings with his own blood, teeth and shit! Now thats mental illness.

But don't get me wrong you have my sympathy :o

Well you just got to put shit in perspective, if you find that your life is full of nothing but pain, anguish and is basically a living hell without ANY strands of happiness and you believe that nothing is ever going to change.
Then you should consider topping yourself, then you pass the pain on to your loved ones, which if you love them in return you wouldn't want to. So all in all, its just a bad idea in the 'here and now' sense and in the long run because most of the time like that dude with the fucked up avator said, its just trivial things.
I advise you to go to the top of a hill at sunset av a smoke and just watch the sun go down and the stars come out, if your still depressed after that I dunno whats gonna do ya

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Originally Posted by Jimmicrackedcorn

most of the time like that dude with the fucked up avator said, its just trivial things.
I advise you to go to the top of a hill at sunset av a smoke and just watch the sun go down and the stars come out, if your still depressed after that I dunno whats gonna do ya

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lol

and ur right, if u put everythin into perspective, youll find it alot easier to deal with stuff :)

lifez like a roller coaster...it goez up an down. high timez an low timez. juss think bout it this way: u gotta get thru the low timez ta make it 2 the high timez...thatz the good thing bout bein low, u kno the only way ya can go iz up.
PeAcE