Need your Help

Okay so im not new to this smoking thing, but I've never really bad a bad trip. Until about three weeks ago when I was smoking with three other buddies, in his shed, he has a pretty small shed, and I was sitting in this bench he made in wood shop that looks sorta like a coffin. But anyways we were smoking out of this Gatorade bong he made, the whole thing was made with plastic, which I didnâ??t really enjoy smoking out of, but forgot about after I got high, been smoking out of it for almost the whole week, well we got done with 4 maybe 5 bowls and I just zone out, sublime playing in the background, the lyrics I swear just changed and seemed to loop, over and over, I kept seeing the outline of objects coming out at me in like 3D, it is sorta hard to explain but, I hope you get what I mean, I felt like I wanted to die, like I was in a video game, but the game was frozen, and everything kept repeating over and over, for what seemed like hours. I started thinking deep thoughts, real powerful ones, like how we came to be on earth, humans that is. I was thinking about religion, God, and what happens when we die, the feeling was so intense and scary, by far the scariest thing that happened to me in my life. I felt like there was an upper being, messing with me, like scientist looking at mice in a maze. sorry if you donâ??t understand what im trying to tell you, but I would really want to know and appreciate if someone can help I out my telling me what happened. I took a three week brake after that, and smoked this morning before school, and everything was going good, the normal high im used to, then I get onto my computer and play some reggae"matisyahu", when BAM out of no where I start zoning out again big time, I knew from the second it happened the bad trip I had was about to happen again, and it did, so I quickly turned the music off, and it got a little better, but not much. it wore off later at school. But I felt like... my whole life was just a game, and im the man character, and itâ??s about my life. and the game was frozen, replaying the same thing over and over, but there was no one to take the game cartridge out and reset it. haha I know it sounds kind of weird, but i would greatly appreciate your feed back, from this point, im done with smoking, im just so scared this will happen again. I feel sort of dumb telling my friend about this cause its one of those you have to experience to understand things.