Seeing old best freind everywhere

Ok so heres the deal... I used to have this friend, Jesse and in 7th grade he died mysteriously. Some say he killed himself, but some say it was all an accident.. the bottom line, is that he was found strangled in a belt in his closet.

Im quite sure when it was happening, i felt as though i couldint breath, it was at 7pm, when im sure he had this ordeal. The next morning i felt reallly bad for some reason and i didnt know why. I went to have a shower and i heard the phone ring and i got really curious, and i listened to the convo my mom had with the person on the phone.

My mom was talking very alarmingly, and in distress. At first i thought my brother who was in jail hung himself, because all i heard was " ----- Hung himself" But when i came out of the shower, my mom told me it was my best freind jesse who had hung himself.

Devestation swept me and my other freind came over to my house and i told him the news, and i cried the whole day.

At the funeral, it was extremely surreal... it was open casket and i saw the dead face of my best freind jesse right in front of me. While the ceremony was being said, i fainted, and had a very odd dream. In the dream jesse was alive, and standing with me there at the funeral. But still in the casket.

Since then we've gone to his gravestone, its really nice, and theres a memorial, at our public school.

Since this happend... I've been dreaming, and seeing my old best freind EVERYWHERE..... but for some reason i see him mostly in car headlight on the road.... Its soooo odd, but im positive thats him watching me or something....

Has anyone else experienced such a thing?

I havn't experianced anything like that, but I did have a best friend how killed himself freshman year. Did it with a shotgun, speculation was because his mom was about to die of breastcancer and other problems in his life. He didn't leave a note or anything.

Idk, maybe it isn't in your mind but it could be a way for your mind to cope with your loss, I am really no expert on spirits but at this point I don't really believe they can interact with humans...

It might just be mental trauma or something, and mabye it because i was just so used to seeing him everyday, that i still do in different things.
But one thing im sure of, its clearly a sign of something.

Don't be freaked out. Just don't forget your friend...

he apparently meant a great deal to you at such a young age and the fact that he is male would mean that you had a strong friendship,this is still a strong friendship he just is not here with you and we are not sure exactly where they are.you still have this friend and he is probably happier now but,i am sure that he realizes the mistake he has made,when i am really down 1 family member visits me frequently but,in a way that i understand.do a little reading and be open minded some of these coindidences are for a reason.