Whoah...Transcendance?

My mom finally caught me with some herb about 3 weeks ago, she found one of my stashes.

I always thought it was kind of a 'slap in the face' that I had to hide smoking mj. This thought ends up kind of making my highs suck sometimes. Id always end up thinking about how im hiding something, how someone is looking for me, im gonna get caught, blah blah. (Usually my parents, I mostly smoke at home)

Now that she caught me with some...she didn't really seem to care. She even jokes about how she only found half of my grinder and when she finds the other half she is gonna smoke my stash. I know she wouldn't smoke it but its kinda cool how she jokes about it.

So I am sitting here this morning at about 3am or so and my mom has just gone to bed. Normally I would go sit out back cause I dont want to make the house smell when I smoke. Instead I loaded my pipe and starting toking up right here. I feel like ive transcended onto another level of highness. Spiritually I guess, I just feel so relaxed and at home. Its the first time I've smoked in the place I have spent most of my 18 years of life, my room. This lead to a much much MUCH more enjoyable high. I feel invincible right now. It is so amazing. I can't wait till I have an apartment, it would be like this all the time I'd imagine, or I hope! Im done hiding it now, if my mom sees me..oh well. I won't stop, and I guarantee she won't do anything.

I don't really know why I am telling anyone this, sometimes a stoners got stories I guess :pimp: and yeah, I am really blitzed right now.

Thank you mary jane. :thumbsup: